I'm filled right to the brink with one sided conversations.
The shiver penatrates down to my core with out care or hesitation.
Gaining in strength until my own thoughts begin imploding in my head.
Spewing shattered fragments of all of the words left unsaid.

I'm done with all this sadness.
Staying silent as the years they flew.
My head overflowing with madness.
At last I'm done with you.

I am tired of waiting to be good enough, finally in your eyes be fixed.
I must solider on and stay my course so my gaze remains transfixed.
Im finally standing up and making moves and yes  I'll do this on my own.
Better to sit tall in sweet silence than keep arguing a truth I've always known.

I'm done with all this sadness.
Staying silent as the years they flew.
My head overflowing with madness.
At last I'm done with you.

I will reach
Beyond
The stars

Brining back a
Handful
Of clouds

You tell me I am strong.
That I am worth fighting for.

If I could only see me through your eyes.

You say the worst is over.
And my past I must ignore.

How I've longed to see me through your eyes

When the midnight sky grows silent
Under the hue of a dim lit star.

Like theives they creep back in
Returning home from afar.

Their siren call reminding me
Of every mistake I've ever made.

My thoughts  overtake my mind
their vicious plan has just been laid.

They steal the away my solace
My torture feeds their fire.

My memories may win tonight
Their force will never tire.

Chaotic lyrics, stuck on repeat, echo throughout my soul causing  me to go mad.

Ripping and tearing at my chance to feel normal, well the little chance I though I had.

In and out, rhythmically they play their tune,  taunting me with their song.

The sorted details of my life confine me , while my torture they prolong