I've wanted to die since I was 10 years old but you spark something in me. You fill the void of my empty, frozen, coal of a heart. I feel warm when I hear from you. My insides warm up like it's a frozen Christmas morning, and I've been drinking hot coco. My heart pumps blood through my veins, I can move without hurting. You spark life in me a way that nobody ever has before. You're the thunder in my veins, the fire in my heart.