I have wild dreams.
But I am a coward who cannot strive to complete any of them.
I want to be everything and I want to be nothing at all.
I don’t want to be scared of my dreams
and I do not want to be scared of my beliefs.
I should embrace them.
I do not want to care if people will like me or not.
I do not want to play games.
Games are for children,
and although I want to remain a child forever,
children do not want the kind of love that I want.
The brutal, raw, passionate, beautiful, breath taking,
crazy, intense, spiritual, amazement where nobody knows what the **** is going on with you
because you are so enthralled in another soul and another human being that everything else seems to stop and go and stop.
Games are not to be played.