Because I failed to fit into the boarder lines of society I am an outlaw. I color my skin in 50 shades of make up, what they dont know is that what they see is 50 shades of pain, 50 shades of ****** up, 50 shades of death under the moonlight,
As IΒ Β lay by the beach side death caresses my skin, we lay side by side. watching the sun set, we talk about the future, horror stories that lay beyond the horizon. beautiful shades of red that the world is yet to see.
I edit my skin because I wish that life would take a second glance at me... these emotions I go through, these smiles, cries and whatever I do to seem human are my 50 shades of pain.