i literally can't go a day without thinking
"one day i'll have to cross over
to the other side."
i wake up every day and think,
one day this little bundle of consciousness
will one day be a skeleton
and i am terrified. i am terrified.
i feel my heart slow down
down.
and my breathing slows...
i understand it so well,
pretty easy to tell by the way i can see a glimpse of eternity when i open my mind's eye.
i hope i can dull my mind from thinking about
going to the other side.