You were the only one who held my stares, your eyes were moons invisibly courting me, sleeping next to me, whispering to me gently as soft as you were. I was not soft, but angry and calloused and alone.
I cradled you each night as if you were ice cream, or pills or anything to take the pain away. You were warm and solid and alive, but I wasted it; went out buying lemons and mouse traps until I could figure out what I really needed.
All you had to do was sit with me, watch me, play with me, nap with me, to teach me how to live.
But it wasn't until you were gone that I knew I was in love.