I've spent half my time telling myself that you are a terrible person. And with just a few sentences you've unlocked the chains around my heart. The only thing keeping me from feeling what I once felt for you. I find myself smiling, laughing With you. You caused me so much pain So, so many tears. The knots in my stomach I thought would never come unclenched. But here I am laughing. Betraying myself. Breaking my own heart because it's fool me twice shame on me. But if we're being honest, it's way past fool me twice. More like fool me to the moon and back Because that's the line that got me To the moon and back How romantic of you, to travel that far Just for me But we both know it was only pretty words And the only reason you're here now is because even though we are as used to each other as the stars are the night sky, I'm new. We fell into the pattern of comfortable And then we had our break And the tears And the silence So the talking is new The flirting is innocent, but oh so loaded It's like a grenade, this fragile line we walk One wrong word, one bold move and this pretty picture of happiness would be shattered But I do love art Especially the kind you and I make The way we are together How the tired sentences don't make sense, but neither of us will say goodnight. Even now. And maybe you're supposed to be there. On my mind and in my life Because I'm sure as hell not shaking you.