TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

"**** yourself."
"the pain will be gone."
"this feeling will end."
"just do it."
"grab the pills."
"that tree looks nice."
"I wonder how fast this car can go."
"just take your seatbelt off."
"don't look back."

hearing these voices in my head, I wonder, "the world must want me dead."
but it's not that simple.
these voices tell me to do it.
take the pain away.
at times it sounds compelling.
but no, I want to be here.
this ongoing battle in my head.
will it be the end of me?

"**** yourself."
"the pain will be gone."
"this feeling will end."
"just do it."
"grab the pills."
"that tree looks nice."
"I wonder how fast this car can go."
"just take your seatbelt off."
"don't look back."