Don't ever expect people to forgive you, only that mythical, mystical, mental thought about a "GOD" does and you can Forget about forgiveness because you can't out run your past, so you just eat that negativity people say, keep flapping your wings and soar triumphantly like a prehistoric Pterodactyl.
Gravity is going to haunt you and try to pull you down no matter how high you fly, that's physics. It's our job to keep flapping.
Everyday is a new you.
L.A.D.B