I Write, I throw meaningless symbols, As they land on a legal pad, I crumble, At the sight of a powerful landscape, Destruction. My desire, I want a sharp "t" cutting my throat, I long to fasten an "l" around my arm, To tug the remaining sides, To infuse myself with the ink of a big "o," To grab the "g" of a "good night," To steal all words from the eternal white sun, To never let go, I want them all, Written on my body.