How Can I Blow My Load ?
thoughts diminish;
believe in the timeless
waiting for a soul to fix
the arrow resist

shattered dreams beating leaves,
a broaden place to bleed
unclaimed mix hero to trick
how can I blow my load ?

perched outside my window
placed by my pillow
silence of an empty shawl
variation to a dream

Timber boots what a restless dream
playing outside the gym
portal rejoice we shake past the moral
time well spent in thought

bleeding heart at night by my pillow
whisper..careful thoughts have a good enough treat
bang my head against the wall
barren trees we embark thoughts

dig deeper then ever before;
share with each other a simple smile
Learn, how can I blow my load ?
A timeless piece stand still and repeat

taste of sugar as sweet
young Chinese man springs a leak
good hearted plot,
whisper once again the clueless from within

out at the patio
vengeance for a swim,
cough up chunks of blood
day by day we bow are head to pray

shadows once again...
hold my breath then count to the number ten...