I lost it.
my mind & train of thought
now I’m exhausted
I lay in my bed
But sleep evades me.
I keep
Replaying our conversations.
how’d we go from speaking daily
to plans being a maybe

I toss and turn
In search of comfort.
my rooms dark.  
the sun hurts.
will you ever let me sleep
Sometimes I wonder

...will you ever let me sleep?
Sometimes I wonder