It’s odd... I find that we’re so close but I’m still alone, you guys talk to me & calm me Ease me but don’t you see my demons feed on the happiness anyone brings to me . I can’t be saved , more damage is to be done I’m hid & fought ; tried to run & forgot You can’t outrun yourself . I’m not great or perfect but I’ve always gave my best ; Others just look & see ; sometimes questions “how broken can you be?” “What’s going on in his head ?” I’ll give a hint rather an answer , a few words to put it all to bed.. If I go any deeper to the darkness I’d rather just be dead .