We all dream of better days..Right?
I can lay In bed for days
Just here ..
just watching the changes of the daylight through my blinds..
The comfort that comes from being here all alone with no one to interact with
No one to have to please
No one to have to answer to
Its really an odd feeling
Because part is pleasure and part is almost guilt..like the things i would be getting done right now or
All the fun things i could be doing
All the thoughts i have, they
Don't change my inability to get up instead of laying here..
As i just lay still wrapped In my soft plush blankets ...
It's so quiet.
..with no expectations .. My mind is allowed to run free till i just fall unknowingly into worlds uncontrolled .... I just don't want to even move there's no feeling like this<3