It is dark
In a lone room
Walls symbolizing
My life
Empty and deceiving

I live in a pretend world
A fake sense of confidence
And success
Become me
No, wait
Now I'm feeling sad
This must be fake as well
I'll Pretend better next time..

Music Plays
As I stair out my window, as Im texting
I wish I was out there
Maybe I'll go
Just see what happens to me
Then
Where my mind will take me
And lead my emotional reality

I sit here now
Phone in hand
I'm alone
But I have friends
They blink and appear
And send me secret messages
Sometimes we will hang out
But I will still be alone.