A Lackadaisy
Stealing
Fictional reasons to ignore the blooming summer

A Lackadaisy
Stealing
Hazy shades of you become shreds of consuming hunger

You've written me a note
Though you're flattered at most
In memorandums, words seem to choke
I want to die, I want to cry with my eyes shut
The process is just a big spin of a wheel with no control

Once a kiss becomes a piffle
Once a **** becomes so little
Your hair will turn into clearest blue when under water
You'll alter, you'll alter
You can be my finishing touch, come hell or high water

Overwhelmed with pride no matter where you go
You'll be choking highways with your soul sold
Smiles etched so deeply on your face of gold
Homegrown, hiding the truth in rotten smoke
Advanced apathy has shrunken and rode to a new road
Drag yourself for hours to a whole different hope
My only path is an everlasting rope
All of the machine hearts kicked to me
To make my steel skin show its attached bones

Pick up your pen and scribble down a suicide note
Pick up your soul and forgive me for the tone
Where I'm going to, you can't ever bemoan
Conversations we had before are gone and can't be condoned