I've got running away
Running through my veins,
But I'd like nothing more
Than to stay.
And if it was to stay,
Right here,
Right now,
Right by your side,
Then I think
I'd be okay.
Not to say that I'm not
It's just that this is a lot,
All that I'm feeling.
Control.
It's about controlling
Myself, my heart, my trust in people.
But how could I not trust you?
That's essentially impossible,
For the likes of me.
I've always run away,
I just run away,
When I'm scared
When feeling gets hard
When the air gets thin.
I run away because
My skin is made of
Sun drenched pavement,
And my heart is made of frostbite,
Because hurt-people hurt people,
And I don't want to hurt anyone.
So run before you hurt them,
Run as fast and as far,
If you let them in you'll hurt them,
But I can't hurt you,
I won't hurt you.
Freedom is being free with you,
And if freedom means
Sticking around
I'll be around
For as long as I can.
But even with who I used to be,
I'm so glad to be this new me,
Because now I have a reason not to run.
If I've got running away
Running through me veins,
Then let me stay,
Let me stay with you.
I'm a sap and cliche and have therapy today.
I love you, Bluebird. I hope you're driving safely. <3