am i alive?
how can i be sure?
i can't feel the earth around me oh god i feel like i'm floating like i'm flying and i can't feel anything around me
pretty sure my heart is beating but i'm going to claw at my chest to try and open my ribs and let my lungs breathe so i know i'm alive
i'm pretty sure i'm real but i'm going to cut myself until i need to go to hospital to double check because
maybe i won't bleed maybe i'm dead i wish i was dead oh how i ******* wish i was dead