I want you to remember my lips around your neck with my hands around your face, begging for more.  I want you to see me in that empty room, knowing I should be there to comfort the silence.  I want you to think of me while you rest your head, so I can relieve the loneliness.  I need you to remember- you were my home, my shelter.  Above all, I need you to know that I'm sorry for pushing you away.  You broke my heart, while I broke your spine- the countless remnants of my balmy emotions were far too much for your back to carry alone.  You carried all of my broken shards, what a selfish task I made you do alone. Had I realized this sooner- your back wouldn't be broken, nor would my heart.