Night after night
Tears after tears
Scared of being alone
Scared of loving myself.
deception.
The hidden truth
The truth that burns a hole through your heart
Why do I continue to love you?
Why do I stay and continue to be another lover?
I deserve to be the only
Or am I not worthy
Stomach in knots all throughout the night
Wondering
Pondering
Where could you be?
For I know you're not with me.