I am so **** tired
to always be
holding on
to this
hand.

I am so **** tired
to always think
that we will
always
last

I am so **** tired
of missing you
because I
know you
don't

I am so **** tired
of wanting you
when I know
we will
cease

I am so **** tired
eyes closing shut
view of you
slowly
fades

I am so **** tired
feelings for you
suppressed deep
inside
me

I am so **** tired
I cannot wait
I just can't
I just...
can't...

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