When I have single handedly
taken over the universe
and lived inside your mind
When every step taken
is an incendiary field
full of triggering land mines
The one thing,
the only thing
you refuse me,
the one thing
that will make my life worse
is when I sit beside you
and ask you for a hug
you just shrug
and your arms stay beside you
I know then, in truth
It's not true
I know then
my only truth
You don't need me
as I need you

*It's a line that should be crossed
unless you want to count me
as another loss