I have so much I want
to say
to you
but I can't.
I want to tell you that I love you;
for everything you are
For your strengths and flaws
For your beauty, your intelligence, your personality...
A perfect imperfection.
I have so much I want
to say
to you
but I can't
I want to tell you I'm here;
that no matter what happens
I will be there for you.
That I will do everything I can to protect you
Even if you won't do the same for me.
I have so much I want
to say
to you
but I can't
I want to tell you that I'm sorry;
that I will do anything
to have another chance;
to return to the past.
Before that dreadful day.
I have so much I want
to say
to you
but I can't
Every time I see you.
I am paralyzed.
I search for words.
But my mouth is tied.
I want to do something.
Anything.
But my body does not respond.
My heart pounds.
I am frozen, chained to where I am.
And I cannot move.