N - Hello Poetry

N Apr 2022

Doubt

Once the seed of doubt is planted
it feeds on our minds
and grows into a tree of fear

#anxiety

N Dec 2021

numb

i'm a ghost
slowly watching myself
fade into nothing

N Jun 2021

anxiety

there are 170 000 words in the English language
yet nothing I say is ever good enough

N Jun 2021

rainy days

feeling blue
tears falling
i feel as though
i am the sky

N Apr 2021

Deathbed

Bloodstains on the white carpet
She lies supine, gaze fixed on the ceiling
Smothered by an infinite ocean of red
Never to be seen again

N Apr 2021

Sad endings

His colours fade away
into dark waves of gray
No more wide eyes
As the light dies
And I can't pretend
that it's not the end.

N Apr 2021

lightweight

the number lowers
bit by bit
it is never enough
it will never be enough
not until my body is perfect
and i’m light as a feather
floating up into the sky
goodbye world.

#eating #disorder