A leader
Would that make me feel better?
A follower
Would that make me look dumber?

I feel dead
I couldn't even take a step
For the tears,stress I shred
You will someday be soothed

How does everytime
You write
I feel fright
Your words
Always circling in my mind

I hate
That my heart is at stake
But again,
I couldn't repent

My invested feelings for years
Built up fears
Not reaching you
Crushes me within

Are we the same?
Do you also feel that?
In my life you came
So you made me pain

My first
I still feel the thirst
My last?
I don't want this to past

Thoughts that make nonsense
Thinking hard
How will this make sense?
Turning words into art

Am I doing it right?
Do the standards making me look good?
I feel tight
In my eyes, this is all I could

Someone understand
I need a hand
Being dugged up by land...
I must take a stand!