You left me and everything we had
Now you expect me to take you back
You broke my heart and threw it away
Now yes is the answer you think I will say?
I’m done trying, I lost my hope
I’ve finished chasing, I had to stop

Don’t hug me or charm me with your smile
You really shouldn’t lead me on another mile
Let’s not pretend you have true feelings in your heart
Another in your life is keeping us apart
Now leave me be so I don’t miss each sweet, tender kiss

Rinse the pain away in the shower
Rinse the blood produced each hour
Allow the tears to come flooding out
As your confused mind just screams and shouts
None can hear your cry for help
Because you keep it in, you’re all by yourself

When you said you wanted to strangle me
I thought how grand that would be
There wouldn’t be a me to cause more stress
I wouldn’t be around to make more of a mess
You could live your life as any normal day
I’d be your problem, come and gone away
So wrap your hands around my neck
and don’t stop until I choke on my last breath
As you feel accomplished you want to stay to check
Now ****** is your addiction, now it is your ****
My life is gone, no room for precious moments
My life is gone, there’s nothing more that torments

Every happy moment has come and gone
The sad moments are lasting far too long
I try to stay optimistic
But you’ve become so narcissistic
Only thinking of yourself
Paying no mind to my mental health
Constant belief that already I am dead
Yet an endless reel of unanswered questions are still rushing through my head