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I should enjoy life before life enjoys itself without me.
when I say the truth,
                hatred.
when I tell you lies,
                chaos.
when I thought everything's okay
and fairy tales come true,
now his eyes are begging
asking for something
that I wish I couldn't hear.
Still, the words he had uttered
painfully left me with nothing...


but pain.
I may raise and people hide,

I may shrink and arguments begin,

I may behave and critics hate,

whatever I do,

I'm misunderstood.
Lend me Your ears, Oh Heavenly Father!
For I am terribly sick, full of pain.
This thoughts and emotions I couldn't bear
In this countless despair, shall I remain?

Searching for love, alone, I sigh, I sigh
I drench my pillow with this tears flooding,
Hold me with your loving kindness; for I
Am tiresome and weary with my groaning.

But then, in these thoughts, I have blamed myself,
For I seek Thee, but refrained to listen.
I am like a book, looking for its shelf
Yet covered with thorns that cause Your burden.

So these weepings Oh Lord, I have to stop.
To live with Your wisdom and lift You up!
Oh warm sweet Tears,
Don't leave me alone with Pain.
Love begins
                                  with one hello
Then it goes
                                          with a sad goodbye
Yet it'll try
                                     with one more hi
      
If it won't work
                                      then smile and go
               _Wait for the right one
                                               and say one more hello.
I will write as long as I live,
I will write, sure even I weep.
I will write for you to believe
That love lasts even buried deep.
Meet the broken pieces of my heart.
They're alive.
They're struggling to live.
They're masochists.
They find pleasure through the pain you've caused.
They won't stop.
Tell me, should I **** them myself?
You have been felt by billions of people.
You have made us cry.
You take happiness from those who desperately need it.
There is no one like you,









PAIN.
A wound we once shared.
Never say I did not feel.
I felt it too.
I felt it...

Like a knife, it cuts through my soul.
Never say I did not try.
I tried to stay.
I tried...

We dreamed it'll last forever.
Never say I did not pray.
I prayed for it.
I prayed...

Now I'm trying to be with you in my own little world.
Never say I did not care.
I cared for you.
I'll still be...
I walk without directions.
I live without life.
I sing without a song.
I talk without words.
I plan without dreams.
I think without visions.
All this time, I was empty.

How can You help me,
When I'm about to give up?
When I'm about to surrender?

Tell me how can You raise me back to life?
Can You feed my hungry soul?
Can You respond unto my call?

Would You protect me?
From my enemies' swords?
From all the pains in this world?

I'm begging You to answer me...
Answer me...
Hold my hands so tight
For that, I could not escape.

Kiss my lips so slowly
For that, I won’t fight.

Pinch my nose so gently
For that, I may just laugh.

Embrace me with your arms,
For that, I’ll feel your love.
Your wrinkles turn you blue.
Your hair makes you mad.
Your dress grabs your time.
Your wall posts state you’re insecure.
Even your eyeglass won’t help you,
To clearly see the obvious
Just let your worries disappear.
And take a deep breath.
Turn your head at your side.
Look at me.
Right then, you’ll figure out.
LOVE is all that matters after all.
without you
there's no air
i can't breathe
and i won't dare..

i held you so tight
yet i have to surrender..

cause just as i can't live without you,
you can die without her..


_ jyrics

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