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Because of you
I feel nothing, but pain.
I keep fighting,
But I cannot get through.
No matter what I say
I can't get closer to you.

Because of you
I hate myself.
No matter what happens,
I am always to blame.
I try to fix it,
But it won't be the same.

Because of myself
I feel sad and alone.
I can't find peace
I can't find love
Nothing has changed
I want it all to end.

Because of me
Suicide seems rather
**Appealing
Inner thoughts of the lonely and depressed. How I tend to feel at times. I wish I had an answer for the pain I feel.
Patience is a virtue
Patience is pain
Good things do come
To those who wait
I am quite impatient
To get what I need

All I need is love
If time permits
May it come soon
If you are the one
I won't mind waiting
If I'm waiting for you
I'm tired, but my eyes won't shut
Can't remove the paranoia
That lies in my mind
Or the dark figures
That stand in front of me
Crazy things that my mind thinks of when I go through sleep deprivation
My Heavenly Father
I come to Thee
May Your Blessings
Fall down on Me
I may hope and yearn
Beg for my turn
Yet Your Love is
Patience and Peace
Soon my blessings
Will never cease

My faith is  restored
All thanks to You
Heavenly Father
Nothing else I can do
To simply say
Thank You.
They can't be trusted
Yet neither can I
Without me they soar
While I slowly die
I try not to care
But they can see
What shows on my sleeve
The pain hidden in me
They say they are there
But I push them away
But in reality
I wish they could stay
There are three words
That I'll never say
Let it eat me alive
Each and every day
I'll still show I care
In my very own way
But in the end
We both won't stay
At a coming time
I'll go my own way
I promise you this
It will be okay
Let's remember us
Till our last day
Yet you will not hear
What I hide each day
Are these three words
I will never say.
Trying to get back into it. Been away so long. So much stress going on I really need this. This is what keeps me at ease.
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