I guess
I'll never stop loving you.
I guess
I'll never get over you.
I guess
I'll never stop caring.
I guess
I'll forever miss you.
I could have all the guesses in the world,
But I know that
I'll forever keep them to myself.

And so she became afraid
to fall in love again.
She does not know
where to begin
for now she knows
that everything
has an ending.

I lied.
You were my first love. if you weren't, I should not be crying at 12 midnight.
I lied.
It was not okay to give up everything we had.
I lied.
I blame every possible thing that hindered us.
I lied.
When I told myself that I'm going to find someone better.
I lied.
I still want you in my life.
I lied.
I have not moved on and I know I never will.

But the greatest lie was letting me feel that everything was okay when it was all a disaster.

Sweet.
Ice cream on a  Sunday, like your voice in my ears .
Soft.
Like cotton candy, your hands against mine.
Unforgettable.
First rainbow, the light in your eyes.
Hard.
Hitting cold stone, the way I fell for you.
Fast.
How you and your heart gave up.
And just like that, all the feelings my body can endure were lost.
Leaving me numb.

Heart beats faster than the clock ticking
Nothing can ever let you feel like drowning
Slowly running out of air as you sink
into the ocean of overthinking

Undesirable thoughts gradually emerging
into your mind, each of them ringing
Alternate scenarios start to form
from your pigment of imagination

*- c.t

"Don't get too attached", to me they all warned,
My heart keeps on whispering "It will do you no harm".
Every moment with you, I feel so grand.
My love grows fonder each day, keeping me safe and warm.

I knew what I did was unjust
But I'm here to state the facts.
That after all this things I've done,
All our imperfections, you're still the one.

The one who holds my heart,
Like it was a delicate piece of art.
I know it will be really tough,
But please forgive me, my love.

I missed you once more.
I don't know what's the cure,
Of this disgusting feeling
That, in my heart, keeps on rising.

I wonder how long I can take this,
This unforgivable disease.
I long for your voice, that is oh so sweet,
The one that knocks me off my feet.

I am falling deeply each day,
I hope I really can stay.
We'll be apart for a while,
But don't think about it, just smile.

If we part our separate ways,
Just know that in my heart you'll stay.
Someday we'll be together,
We'll prove that there is a "forever".

I don't like to think that this is all fun and games,
that all we had was just for fame.
I need to know if everything you feel is true
'Cause I really like you, I do.
Soulmates, that's what we are
For all the sweet words, you set the bar
I expect too much, even if I know I shouldn't
and drifting my mind away from you, I couldn't.

You have confessed everything
I also laid out my feelings
But I really want to know
How far you can go
Cause all I see is infatuation
And no dedication
I wonder if you can do anything
Just to prove yourself while your heart sing

Yes, I love how we chat
Talk like we’ve got sugar rush
Yes, I will cherish every moment
Every time, together we spent
I have loved you,
just not the way you want me to
I’m sorry, that’s all I can say
Someone else deserves you better
Who will love you whatever's the weather.