I guess I'll never stop loving you. I guess I'll never get over you. I guess I'll never stop caring. I guess I'll forever miss you. I could have all the guesses in the world, But I know that I'll forever keep them to myself.
I lied. You were my first love. if you weren't, I should not be crying at 12 midnight. I lied. It was not okay to give up everything we had. I lied. I blame every possible thing that hindered us. I lied. When I told myself that I'm going to find someone better. I lied. I still want you in my life. I lied. I have not moved on and I know I never will.
But the greatest lie was letting me feel that everything was okay when it was all a disaster.
Sweet. Ice cream on a Sunday, like your voice in my ears . Soft. Like cotton candy, your hands against mine. Unforgettable. First rainbow, the light in your eyes. Hard. Hitting cold stone, the way I fell for you. Fast. How you and your heart gave up. And just like that, all the feelings my body can endure were lost. Leaving me numb.
Heart beats faster than the clock ticking Nothing can ever let you feel like drowning Slowly running out of air as you sink into the ocean of overthinking
Undesirable thoughts gradually emerging into your mind, each of them ringing Alternate scenarios start to form from your pigment of imagination