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Analysa Apr 2014
I feel a thousand things because of you
it's hard for me to express how I feel
and I finally figured out that we can go all the way to hell and get burned together
but I'll always feel like I'm in heaven with you.
Analysa Apr 2015
I knew it
but I ignored it
I shouldn't have ignored it
I really shouldn't have
God, I shouldn't have.
Analysa Aug 2014
you changed me for the better. you were the only one who was able to get the bad and good side out of me. you made me be the most "me" I can possibly be. you helped me find myself. no one has ever experienced me the way you have. I am forever grateful for you. I am hoping for a forever with you.
Analysa Feb 2014
Feb. 1, 2014
You fill my body up with every star and every flame that sparks each and every bone and ***** in my slowly wilting body.
You're the only one who can make me shut my eyes just to think about how happy you make me. Then, I think about that being taken away from me in a split second. It completely shuts me down. I don't ever want to live in that second. I used to imagine that the best feeling in the world was being free. Then, reality struck me. I was completely and foolishly wrong. I look at you. I look at you even when you are not looking at me and I watch how you move and how you function. Every time I look at you I am so happy that I am with you. I am so happy that I am the one who is able to hold your hand and wrap my arms around you. I am so happy that I am alive to witness the best feeling ever, which is knowing that you're alive and you're with me as well. You make me feel like I'm standing on the highest building at night overlooking everyone and the city lights. You make me feel like fresh air on a cold winter day. You fill me up with feelings I have never felt before. Feelings, that I am lucky enough to feel with you. You're the only one I have, the only one I want, the only one I truly need. I want to live an infinity amount of moments with you. Good and bad. I want it all to be with you. I want to do everything on earth with you. You made me love the sun, the moon, the rain, the stars, flowers, etc.. It all reminds me that I'm still alive. You make me feel alive.
Analysa Feb 2015
I met him twice.
one time I saw him and I noticed his curly hair.
really big and wild hair.
I really wanted him but it was just the wrong time.
I had to go through tough times and be the wrong girl.
I was the wrong girl.
I wasn't the best girl.
I wasn't the best person.
I was a ****** person.
Then I saved a seat for him one day in class hoping he would sit next to me again like he did before.
He sat there.
I felt my heart burst out of my chest.
I felt the butterflies in my stomach.
I felt myself going crazy.
I was always calm.
I was still a ****** girl.
still a ****** person.
still so ******.
but I knew I wanted him.
I wanted him more than I wanted anything.
I really wanted him.
so everyday I was excited to go to school.
to go to class.
to see his face.
to hear his voice.
to be in his presence.
days went by and my like for him grew.
I believed he would never take me serious.
why would he?
why?
but he stuck around.
never asked me for anything.
treated me with the most respect.
& he was the first.
he was the first to respect me.
he taught me so many things.
taught me how to love.
taught me how to respect myself.
taught me how to be a woman.
he made me into who I am today.
I'm just so glad that I went from a ****** girl who hated myself into a girl who loves herself.
he's the only one I can thank for everything.
Analysa Mar 2014
I have one life, one life and out of my sixteen years of living, you're the only one who is able to make me feel alive.
Analysa Mar 2014
today we were sitting in class during first period and I was struggling to write my college essay but then you grabbed my hand and started rubbing it and I couldn't help but think that I want your hands on me forever.
Analysa Mar 2014
I love the way you pull me in front of you and we walk with your body against my body and I love the way that your hand is the only hand that fits perfectly in mine and I love the way that my lips just sink into yours and I love how my body connects into yours. you were always the one missing from my life. I can connect so perfectly with you. I can only live right with you.
Analysa Nov 2014
I really love being in love. I love who my first love is. I mean without J who would I be? he helped me change. he helped me find the real me. the girl who always had potential. he's the love of my life and I need to be with him forever. I can't stand the thought of us splitting. you're my other half. so just stay with me forever. I'd give up everything just to go to sleep and wake up next to you, just to make love to you whenever and just to love you with everything in me. I would really die for your love, I'd do ANYTHING for you. I'm so passionate about you. I'm more than in love with you.
Analysa Oct 2014
I know people like to feel special because they touched someone's body for the first time. I know I didn't open up my body to you for the first time but I opened up my soul to you for the first time and that's a more worthy reason to fall in love. I was scared to fall in love and open up but when I was breaking you were there to hold me in your arms and I was so confused because I thought I was the strongest person in the world but there I was crumbling into little pieces and you were the only one who gave me hope on better days. There are days when I wake up hating myself and the world around me but you were there to help me gain my balance back. You were there to pick me up by my bruised body and help me see things clearer. You gave me a voice when I felt like I wasn't strong enough to speak. You helped me fall in love with my laugh when I was so used to frowning. You put visions in my eyes when I saw nothing but failure in myself. You run your fingers through my hair when I just lay there feeling completely lost and speechless and you make me remember the first time our lips met and how nervous I was but how much I loved it. You didn't say anything when I was trying to find myself but seeing your face made me realize I deserve the stars and you deserve the universe and all I ever wanna do in life is explore the skies. I always come back to you in pieces not asking to be fixed but you do it anyway. I can come into you because you are my home and I only feel safe with you. You are my everything and I am sure that without you, I would be lost.. I would be dead. I'll always need you. You touched me without using your hands.

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