Feb. 1, 2014
You fill my body up with every star and every flame that sparks each and every bone and ***** in my slowly wilting body.
You're the only one who can make me shut my eyes just to think about how happy you make me. Then, I think about that being taken away from me in a split second. It completely shuts me down. I don't ever want to live in that second. I used to imagine that the best feeling in the world was being free. Then, reality struck me. I was completely and foolishly wrong. I look at you. I look at you even when you are not looking at me and I watch how you move and how you function. Every time I look at you I am so happy that I am with you. I am so happy that I am the one who is able to hold your hand and wrap my arms around you. I am so happy that I am alive to witness the best feeling ever, which is knowing that you're alive and you're with me as well. You make me feel like I'm standing on the highest building at night overlooking everyone and the city lights. You make me feel like fresh air on a cold winter day. You fill me up with feelings I have never felt before. Feelings, that I am lucky enough to feel with you. You're the only one I have, the only one I want, the only one I truly need. I want to live an infinity amount of moments with you. Good and bad. I want it all to be with you. I want to do everything on earth with you. You made me love the sun, the moon, the rain, the stars, flowers, etc.. It all reminds me that I'm still alive. You make me feel alive.