The day I said goodbye mum, I knew it wasn't the end, it was just a little fairwell, until we meet again.

You see I'm moving to a new house mum, though the memories aren't left behind, if only there was one button mum, one button to press rewind.

I'd certainly press that button mum, to see you once again. To laugh, share love and dance with you mum, and prey it doesn't end.

Though that can never happen mum, you're gone but never forgotten, i know you're beside me at my best moments mum, and at my worst when I hit rock bottom.

I feel you hold me at my worst mum, at my best I feel the same. I just wish that you were here mum and I could hear you say my name.

I wish I could wrap my arms around you, and feel you wipe away my tears. I know your with me in spirit mum and you will be throughout the years.

I love you and I miss you mum, goodnight, God bless, be free. Sending love and hugs to the stars mum, just for you from me.

When the day comes, when I can't be with you, when I can't see the sun shine bright, or the stars that glow at night,

Remember I'm always with you. Every step you take, choice you make, ill be right there beside you.

In spirit I will guide you, in dreams I will comfort you, on bad days I will hug you, on good days I will praise you.

I may not be there in body, but ill be there in spirit and in mind. I wish there could be a button even for a minute to rewind.

Rewind to days before I left, even just for a minute or two, just enough time to hug you and tell you that I love you.

A minute to say I love you, a minute to hug you tight, and promise I'm right there with you every day and every night.

I know you miss me dearly, and believe I miss you too, but one day we'll be together, in a better place me and you.

Until that day comes, please dont shead a tear for me, i never really left you, you're still a part of me.

Remember that I told you, if one day we can't be together, keep me in your heart and I'll stay there forever.

Whenever you feel down, look for me in your heart, you will find me there tucked away with memories that never part.

Remember the memories, the good not the bad, and remember all the silly things I did when you were sad.

I'll be there in your dreams, to kiss you goodnight, so for now sleep well my darling, godbless you and sleep tight.

If you're ever feeling down, as u mostly do, just remember one thing, there's only one you.

One you whos brave, one you whos strong, one who who should ignore people when they tell you you're wrong.

Wrong for feeling down, wrong for feeling low, and what you should tell them is a straight out NO.

No its not wrong to feel down, low or alone, i wonder if they know what it's like to be on your own.

On your own with your Demons, running wild in your head, feeling like there's nowhere to go, filling you with sorrow and dread.

Some don't know what it's like to feel like we do, how far down you will go is entirely upto you.

It's only you who can fight back, because you're stronger thank you may think, I know u wish u could make them go away, as quick as u can blink.

But sometimes its harder, the Demons take over and run free, i know how u feel, trust and believe me.

You may feel alone, but you never really are, what u need to remember as I'm never far.

Never far night or day, when you're down n feel unprepared, remember I'm always here if you need to have a word.

I mean what I say, I'm here night or day, whenever u need me ill never be far away.

When the lines are down,
The phones gone dead,
The monsters now appear inside of your head.

The voices seem real,
The demons are there,
You try to run,
But youre getting nowhere.

You can't find the light,
It's darker than night,
You try to tell yourself,
You're going to be alright.

You see no end,
The walls are too tall,
You jus want to wake up,
From this never ending fall.

Suddenly there's light,
A beacon in the night,
You can see only one option,
You know that it's right.

An option to start again,
Piece the puzzle together,
Colur in the monsters,
Send them away forever.

Life is your option,
Make the colours shine bright,
Paint a new rainbow,
Banish the night.

Send the monsters away,
Put the demons in a cage,
Calm your anger,
Channel your rage.

The monsters aren't there,
The darkness is gone,
Youre life is the light,
Now you have won.

The roses are wilted,
the violets are dead,
the demons run circles around in my head.

So hush little sweetheart,
sit down and cry,
put down the razor,
you don't need to die.

Your head is a mess,
your heart torn in two,
everyone loves you and you love u too.

Don't use that razor,
don't shed that blood,
let your tears drift down like a leaf in a flood.

You're life is worth living,
though you may not think true,
Keep reading this poem
because its written by you.

So leave the razor,
let the demons run free,
everything will get better,
just wait you'll see.

Whenever your down,
read this aloud,
don't hurt yourself darling,
instead make yourself proud.

Because your stronger than you think,
more intelligent than you know,
and with each passing day your memories will grow.

To out run your demons,
I believe in this truth,
That if anyone can do it
I know that it's you.