We've fallen so far apart
Our family like bond shattered by our stubborn hearts...
We were like twins also glued to each others side...
Never once regretting the decisions we made...
Best friends turned to hollow strangers...
Our love for each other buried deep within to stop the pain...
Forgetting the perfect memories and nicknames...
You left because I protected him instead of siding with you...
He needed me more then you did...
You took our friends with you...
Leaving me alone and crying...
They say people change over time...
I moved and we talked everyday until the fight...
We gave up after that... Them all following you when you couldn't face me...
I defended myself and you made me the bad guy...
You lost your respect for me and so did they...
I lost my respect for you and cried the pain away...
I miss them and you...
You were my best friends...
My family and you left me like I was nothing...
I tried to fix it all but you refused to help...
I want my friends back...
The friends I would die for...
The people I supported through it all...
I wouldn't change my mind if I had to redo the fight...
I would pick the person who needed me and wouldn't turn on me...
I would pick him over you every time because you don't deserve my respect or love or support...
One of our friends stayed by me but I doubt they really care...
I've known you for years and I've known him for months...
But you were cruel and uncaring...
Attacking him and me and anyone that disagrees...
I never told my side of the story...
I was never there to have a chance to share...
You took control and told your twisted version...
Some asked for my input but not the ones who really needed to hear it...
They picked you like I picked him...
You picked them when you once swore you would pick me...
You turned your back and I turned mine...
You stabbed mine but I still protected yours after everything...
I still care about you and them...
You nor they care about me...
I'm the traitor in there eyes...
I broke "our family" in their eyes...
If it was safe to fix us then I would...
But I wouldn't be the victim in their eyes, You would be...
You destroyed our friendship and blamed me...
I love him and you and them...
But it's clear he wants me around when you just wanted to get rid of me...
I meant nothing to you nor did our friendship...
Broke we shall stay until we forget each other...
A torn family and friendship group...

I know we shattered
because you moved away
and I didn't bother to call you

I know we shattered
because one day I came over
and you weren't the you that I knew

I know we shattered
because we drifted apart
and I don't know
what happened to you

I know we shattered
because I only texted
for me and not for you

I know that we shattered
because I f*cked up
and you are still a part
of my broken heart

and I am now surrounded
with shards of glass
and my hands

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blood
and staining the floor