don't trust anyone
they never know how to keep the secrets
exposing in silence
make us feel like a loser

I'm sorry to myself,
crying over something not worthy.

I don't know why I feel so sad someday,
I feel so sad,
It's like nothing wrong at all
Because I still laughing,smiling,
But when the bad thought comes,
And I know there's something wrong with me,
Not being good enough,
A failure.

When the dark of the nights comes,
All of my happines dissapear and gone,
All of my fake smile, laugh
Are gone,
And the tears come pouring down my cheeks.

I love to see you everyday
Your smile make me happier
whenever I see you
I finally can escape from my pressure
for a moment

The day when I finally make a decision
Confessing about my feeling
it took  4 years to tell how I feel
but
you  let me hang on
without any word

I still remember how close we are
Day by day our friendship become faded
now we are in the same class again
we're just ignore each other
I still hoping we can be 'friend' again
but the way you act
I know you hate me
the memories that never faded
still here
but you?