Cards spread out on the table
Drinks spilled on the floor
Look through the glass-
you can't see my reflection
anymore

Food untouched on plates
streamers all over the place
Popped balloons on the floor
What was this party even for?

All the doors opened
a cold breeze comes in
who knew a party
in the night
could bring
the darkness in

A crowd of people
turn to emptiness now
What happened to the music?
Why has it quieted down?

I'm the only one at this party
had some bad news
about you and her
so I told everybody
and it ruined the mood
they're all mad at me
and left
cause I brought you two
together
so I'm the only
now
and its no fun
when you can't talk to anyone
but yourself.

I'm the only one at this party
And its not fun
cause I can't talk to anybody
but myself
but me
even you and her
left
for better company

Whatever you choose to do
I'd be happy for you
I'll be happy for you

I'd like to sing for you
a song I wrote for you
and then we can sing together
maybe
someday

And so I'll love you from a distance
and give your space
--like a fire that burns so beautifully
but makes you want to step away--
as obsession is something
I cannot chase
since I know nothing about
you

Clarity
Clarity
I know you hold
the clarity
when I can't see
guide me
because in the darkness
I lose everything
and the light is too blinding

lead me
because
You
and only
You-
forever,
You hold the clarity

This is my breakthrough
This is my breakthrough
I will give my
love and trust
to
You

This is my breakthrough
This is my breakthrough
To know you hold my soul
and make me
new

You're in my mind
like all the time
but more than often-
today

walking through the halls
like you were with me
but you weren't

talking with excitement
like you were with me
but you weren't

text-6:08 pm
just wanted to let you know that you were in my
head
all
day
                                                                ­                     text-6:10
                                                       ­                                          <3 I miss u