You're in my mind
like all the time
but more than often-
today

walking through the halls
like you were with me
but you weren't

talking with excitement
like you were with me
but you weren't

text-6:08 pm
just wanted to let you know that you were in my
head
all
day
                                                                ­                     text-6:10
                                                       ­                                          <3 I miss u

we will be
alright

paper thin
paper white
losing vision
losing sight

fade to darkness
fade away
fail to see the light of day

gone

i love your voice
i love your heart
and your love for God
your eyes
your hair
your confidence
the way you care
how you stroke your hair
your dedication
the little things that make you frustrated
your smile
your laugh
how you reassure
and encourage me
how you get excited
and the way you look back
at me

I'd like to meet you again
but this time as your girlfriend
this time as your girlfriend
I've already met your parents-
the kindest people
and I'd like to meet them again
but this time as your girlfriend
this time as your girlfriend
I'd like to do this all over
begin at the end
but this time as your girlfriend
your girlfriend
yours

To know that
today
is
all
set
or
taken
care
of
better yet
brings
peace to my soul

knowing

that i don't have to
take
control

I wrote about crying
apparently I did
you told me so
I wonder what I had to say
did I write that it won't make the pain go away
but somehow
it makes you
feel
better?
I wonder....