haysia

haysia Jul 2019

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"Are you happy?", I asked him.
"Yes I am. And you?", he said
"Yes I am happy.", I replied
because finally, I stopped writing
poems about you, I whispered.

haysia Jun 2019

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I had started to inch closer
to the edge of the cliff
and I had no idea
that you're not waiting for me
at the bottom
and it was too late now.

haysia Jun 2019

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He's like a deep sea
and I don't know how to swim
but was I afraid to drown?
Its the last thought before I close my eyes
and a final breath before I suffocate

haysia Jun 2019

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The tears that spills down her face
is like a magical drop,
they cleanse through the branches
that grasp the galaxy
and fade into the damp earth

haysia Jun 2019

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I'm beginning to believe
those toxic words
that plague in my mind
with the constant battle
of what I know
and what I believe

haysia Jun 2019

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"I'm okay."
I said, trying the words,
that even in my mouth
it tastes bitter
that no matter how many times I practice
I still feel the pain
lying through those words

I hate the truth that I can't even lie to myself.

haysia Jun 2019

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And she looks at the mirror
staring straight into her iridescent eyes,
where she used to find solace in
but never found one, instead
a glimpse of self depreciation is evident,
she almost throw up.

And she finally realized, there are still battle wounds that she's not ready to show the world.