For the longest time
that I prayed for you,
I am finally done done
And for the last time,
Thank you for hurting me
Thank you for leaving me
Thank you we didn't end up together
Because, finally, I started praying for myself
Finally, I started smiling for myself
Finally, I started believing
that I was more than enough
Finally, I started making progress
In loving myself
More than I have loved you.

You became my sanctuary
in the storm of my life
You became my safe haven
And hopefully, you'll be the reason
Why I was never meant to be with him

You are the sun
Good news: I'm not the moon
Bad news: I'm the planet Pluto
And no matter how many times
I rotate around you,
I will always be the least
of your priority

"Smile for me."
He said, and she smiled
'how I wish you'll always smile for me'
he whispered, at the same time he said
"Say cheese!*"

mask
of
silence
while
your
insides
are
screaming

You put colors to my life
never realized that
putting all the colors together
will make my world dark.

I don't like the sound of the waves
that slowly drowns me away
from the fantasy world
I used to live
and wanting to have peace.

The reality is crawling back
from the bottom, choking me to death.