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7.6k · Jul 2016
Social Science
Zigmaz F Jul 2016
And in the end,
You begin to realize who your true friends are.
The ones who stand by your side
Through thick and thin
Trial, error, and sin.

In this day and age,
Not many stand the chance
In nomination
For the sacrificial commencement of honour.

Nature plays its part indeed.
Because it is only in time
The veil is lifted.
Root by root,
Seed by seed.
Humanity reveal their true colors.

Next thing you know,
You've been cursed by a plague.
A whole school of fish
Swimming to discover their own island.
That is only for thyself.
You've been contaminated
By the human race.

Look at the social media blow up.
The narcissistic selfies,
The I, me, my's,
Gaining daily acceptance
All in disguise.
The public audience is their show.
It's needed for everyday approval.

Nobody really cares about you
It's all about
"Look at me!"
"Look what I can do!"
"You are so cool."
"Thumbs up to you!"
I'm going to abuse the word "love."

Forget the hoopla
Here today
Gone tomorrow.
Everyone feeding off of
Self loathing attention.
There is no more room for pitiful sorrow.

Truth is
Sheep lie among the prey
Victims...
Don't be another
"Nodding Acquaintance"
A distortion of the facts.

Don't get fooled.
Not by social grace
Not by exploitation of the face.
You'll just be a bargain commodity,
For their convenience.

Stand true
True to yourself
Because in the end,
Nobody else really cares.
Zigmaz F May 2015
I love you so much
That I am willing
To let you go
To walk away
Because I do not want to hurt you
I want to set you free
I want you to be happy
Shall we meet again
Someday
Amongst our paths
And you come back to me
I know will know then
That is was indeed, meant to be.
There were moments when I thought I understood, but I feel as if I truly understand the quote now, "If you love someone, set them free.  If they come back to you, it was meant to be."
2.1k · Mar 2015
The Gamer
Zigmaz F Mar 2015
If you want to play,
Lets play Scrabble,
We can mix up our letters,
And make fun with our words.
Let's play Monopoly,
We can pretend we have fancy cars
And spend money like we own it.
Oh, I got it...
Lets play Life!
We can pick our own jobs
And buy temporary houses.
If you want to play,
Let's do this.
Please, just don't play with my heart.
1.7k · Oct 2013
Annoyance
Zigmaz F Oct 2013
What's one of your biggest annoyances?
Let's see...

When people don't listen,
When tables are turned,
when hearts get broken,
when it is I who gets burned.

It's always a game,
changing all the time
Never the real thing
Can't anything just stay the same?

It's like a mind ****
That agonizes the brain
Over and over again
****** the life out of my personal well being
I just want to stay sane.

Once and for all,
Maybe in time,
This too shall pass.
As you harvest your thoughts,
Who knows,
maybe this type of love could actually last?

So, one of my biggest frustrations,
Never staying on the same path,
Keeping me down in this hole,
Not respecting my desire,
You, the annoyance,
have corrupted my soul.
1.6k · Mar 2015
Fading Away
Zigmaz F Mar 2015
Fading friendships
Fading love
Fading family
Seems like life is fading away
Or maybe it is just me who is fading away
Will someone please come light my fire?
I'm in need of an eternal flame.

Our time here is getting shorter
Yet years are going by faster
Nobody has any spare time anymore
If anything, can we just fade the time?
Days turn into weeks, which turn into months, and before you know it, years have gone by
1.3k · Sep 2013
Path to Enlightenment
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
Stepping into the unknown, leaving it all behind
While embracing the moment of eternal bliss
Diminishing the fear, in a single breath that allows the air to circulate the mind
Blowing away the secrets that lie within the vial, destined to truth.

The welcoming act of survival hinges the feeling of freedom
And the creation of the soul arrives to its final destination
There you will seek what has always been
Hidden by desire, taken by revenge, starving the heart, which dies for love.
1.2k · Sep 2013
Youth of Our Nation
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
The youth of our nation,
Modern civilization
Young people dying in every city
Reflections of their own self pity.

It's sickening...

Friends selling each other deadly drugs
Pillheads roaming around giving fake hugs
Cokeheads blowing out their mind
Potheads in search of their next find
Tweekers wigging out for no reason
Junkies living in the same dark season
Crackheads stealing even a cent
Addicts never paying rent
Mothers giving up their kids
Selling them like an auction for the highest bids
People ******* for their next fix
Prostitutes on every corner turning tricks

Next thing you know,
It's almost the end of the show.
You are broke, homeless, and full of disease
Can't wake, can't sleep, only cough and wheeze
Your body is aching
While family and friends' hearts are breaking.

All this wasted youth, for what,... another high
Just to get you by
Yet another day,
Should you live this way
You will next be seen six feet deep
Forever is your place to sleep.

It's just sickening...

All this wasted youth.
WAKE UP!
Seems like every other day, another beautiful soul is taken from our lives, due to the over powerful battle of drugs.  It's no fun experiencing the defeat of these killing substances.  You either fall rock bottom and rise up, or you will be buried below.
1.1k · Jun 2015
Let's Vacate Immediately
Zigmaz F Jun 2015
Ah, vacation time at last...
I can't wait to take some time
Away from the hustle and bustle
Of everyday life
Far from the chaotic realities meddling around
Just me and you
Alone
We can walk the beach for hours...
We can lounge in the hammock from dusk till dawn...
We can climb our way through the trees...
I don't care if we sit on our keisters and read books all day
I just want to be by your side
Come now
Let's vacate these premises
1.0k · Mar 2015
Treasure to Trash
Zigmaz F Mar 2015
Like thread in the tapestry,
So delicately woven,
With intricate detail,
Vibrant design, and such precise pattern,
We were once alive and full of life.

Our creation became a masterpiece.
A unique piece, significant to the rest,
Handcrafted with genuine love;
We devoted time,
With pure emotion
We didn't care for slight imperfection.

Our foundation has now become worn out,
As if our colours have been faded by the rays of the sun.
Little rivets show signs of wear and tear.
No longer an original,
It seems more like a hand me down.
One that has just been collecting dust,
Or has been settling inside the wooden chest,
Stored away in time.

If you wish to bid farewell of this work of art,
Please lay it down with gentle ease
There's no need for it to be a burden any longer.

One man's trash,
Just still may be another's treasure.
950 · Feb 2015
Communication was Key
Zigmaz F Feb 2015
Minds that wonder
And never speak
Bear the soul of truth

Open visions
Open hearts
Open communications...
Rest in peace.
The time is now.  Don't hold back, u may not ever get the chance again.  Only the chance for regret.
935 · Sep 2013
Love 2 Hate
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
Love at first sight
Two worlds collide
Opposites attract
Time passes
Things Change
One moment is grateful
The other is regretful
Hatred does not feel good.
But love,
Love feels like you conquered the world.
934 · Sep 2015
"I'm not going anywhere"
Zigmaz F Sep 2015
You said you'd never leave me.
You were here to stay.
Days go by,
Counting down the weeks,
Maybe you were just busy.
A month gone by...
Yeah, I shed a tear
Still believing,...
You assured me,
You would be back.
How could you forget?
I was certain you'd remember.
Months have passed,
And a little bit of reminiscence recaps.
Maybe, just maybe, someday...
If the spirit is calling,
You will embrace what you said
And you will come back.
This, I believe in still.
Perhaps, I am crazy.
Perhaps, I am sane.
Perhaps, time does not even exist.
In this matter,
It is only of the motion you guided me in
All along.
I tried to forget your name
I tried to forget the way you looked at me
The wounds keep re-surfacing and have not ever fully healed.
882 · Jan 2015
Open Road
Zigmaz F Jan 2015
Traveling the open road
Losing sleep
Seeking thrills along the way
Vision getting blurry
Can't find your way home

Random acts of kindness
Giving pleasure
Forgiving oneself for endless mistakes
Deep Thriving headache
Can't find your way home

Another fork in the road
Taking a left
It was supposed to be right
Letting go of regrets
Finding time to find your way

Open road
Open mind
Paths getting clearer
Timing is Everything
Wrote a year ago, marked as private, gone public
Zigmaz F Apr 2015
You know poetry is your life
when you initially wake
and you're already in a conditioned mind state
reciting lines in your head

You know poetry is your life
when you go to bed
and rhymes are drifting you
away into a sleeping state

You know poetry is your life
when you are driving along
and you suddenly pull over
just to scribble down some narrative thoughts

You know poetry is your life
when you are at work
and you refrain from doing your job
just so you can jot down some formal expression

You know poetry is your life
when you are reading the mail
and even names and numbers
inspire a distinctive phrase

You know poetry is your life
when thy words of choice
become rapid fluency
and part of the Shakespearean language

You know poetry is your life
when random collections seamlessly take over
and are scattered everywhere
from journals, to loose papers, hard drives, & accumulating memory

You know poetry is your life
when you begin to realize
and everyday you must traditionally release
the spoken word writes to its divine legacy

You know poetry is your life
when you are typing away
and all of a sudden,
you lose your precious work
yet you can still retrieve the files
from one's own mental database

Poetry is your life
Life is your poetry
Whether you live a good one
Whether you live a bad one
Poetry is real
Poetry is fake
What is it really?
What is it not?

Poetry is your life
A therapeutical salvation
Cycle through the emotional manifestation
Peddle away from the soul's padlock
A spiraling staircase that leads you to freedom
The universal process of exhibiting experience
It's a divine intervention
Revelations of truth and discovery
Creating artful expression of one's existence
You know poetry is your life
Life=poetry=life

poetry for life
864 · Feb 2015
Crusade
Zigmaz F Feb 2015
Breathe in,
Release;
Mind settling peace.
Guided by notion,
Envisioned by light.

Soul reflections,
Healing art;
Refrain from restraint.
Cycle into the journey,
Walk the enlightened path.
Relaxation sets you at ease.

The crusader of love resigns in death.
Burying the old,
Giving birth to the new.
Pure embodiment of spirit,
The soul has been renewed.
812 · Oct 2013
Defined
Zigmaz F Oct 2013
Our lives are an open book
go ahead and take a look...

In time,
everything will define
the life that you live
all that you give
all that you share
each way you care
all that you need
everything that you greed
each moment you hold dear
each whisper that you hear
all the secrets you keep
each tear drop that you weep

In time,
everything will define
all that you admire
each person you inspire
every smile that you smile
each moment made worth while
all the energy you create
each path led to your fate
every lesson you learn
all the bridges you burn
every good deed
each leap you take lead

All these things
all these moments
all these experiences
will define
only in time
who you become
who you are
who you are meant to be
then you will see
it is you
the one
the only
self proclaimed
self defined
illusions of the mind
sight seeing
creations of being
designed by character
colored by motion
life as it seems
guided by dreams
defined by me
defined by you

and now you know
throughout the show
each act
along with ancient fact
it is nature
it is life
preserved in stone
earth your home
surrounded by water
engulfed by air
you are free
can't you see
not that it matters
what he or she says
what he or she thinks
walk each step
give yourself pep
you define you
only you can stand true
only you know you.

Your life is an open book
take a look...
take a read
now, take heed
today is the day,
make your mark
it is your destiny.
806 · Sep 2013
Give
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
Give me freedom
Give me restraint
Give me love
Give me hate

Give me truth
Give me lies
Give me patience
Give me frustration

Give me beauty
Give me ugly
Give me confidence
Give me uncertainty

Give me faith
Give me doubt
Give me dreams
Give me reality

Give me everything
Give me nothing
Give me life
Give me death

Whatever you do,
Stand true
Give me you.
802 · Sep 2013
DreamLess
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
I woke this morning and I questioned myself
Was this all part of a dream?
Or were you really here with me?

Maybe your spirit guided you to meet with mine
Maybe your heart followed the beat of the same drumline
I felt you acknowledge my existence
And the matter became real
If only only for a short period of time
Regardless, it was exactly how love should feel.
724 · Apr 2015
Entrapped by "love"
Zigmaz F Apr 2015
I've been feeling trapped inside of "love"
Praying to the gods up above
That there be some sort of way to escape
I'm simply determined this is just no longer our fate
I catch myself constantly dreaming to be at peace
To finally be released from this overwhelming misery
Its like the core of my being has been stunted to grow
And I'm not sure you are ever going to let this one go
The thought terrifies me to cause another human pain
But I can't wait to find myself again someday sane
My pitted stomach is sickened by these everyday games
And I'm trying to somehow break away from the chains
Each day I cry knowing that departure will **** you
Wondering if you'll ever even begin to believe it's true
What is it going to take
Another saddened heartache
I just wish it didn't have to be me
But I'm a bird that needs to be set free
722 · Apr 2015
Living the dream
Zigmaz F Apr 2015
It seems lately as if every reply
Is "Oh, I'm just living the dream."
Its been heard so many times
That it's really got me thinking
"If all that we see or seem is a dream within a dream.,"
Then this whole coincidence is just what it seems

Time to change the tune
Loud and clear
Walk to the beat of a different drum
Rise and shine
Take control
Raise awareness
Let go of our fears
Close off the dark
With each waking moment
Open our consciousness to the light

No more over sleeping
No more over thinking
Daily reminders set, until the alarm beeps
Routinely strengthen the mindset
See the birdie, know it's part of the dream
See the numbers, know it's part of the dream
Hear the song, know it's part of the dream

Understanding is knowing
Knowing is Awakening
Awakening is living
Living is life
"Life is a dream, realize it."

"I am living the dream."
702 · Jun 2015
Parasite
Zigmaz F Jun 2015
Nothing but a parasite
Feasting for the veins
Thriving for a waterfall of excitement

**** it in
Without hesitation
Relax for a moment
And...release

Liquidation of thought
Runs a river of peace
To an inconclusive feeling

I'm never letting go
I am alive
I am here

Let the parasite run its course
Extermination begins at the death of the soul
685 · Aug 2016
Karmic Soul Connection
Zigmaz F Aug 2016
A moment of realization...
An awakening of the soul guides me into an explicit visualization...
Our togetherness has proposed its final course within the mission
Your hand is no longer in mine and our souls become separated
Like a yellow flower earth nail carried along throughout open space
We are drifting away from each other

A final strain grips my heart with a dismal pain
Followed with tears of joy
I begin to feel gratitude for the emanation of our mind and soul expansion
I find appreciation for the personal transformation that has defined us with higher purpose

As the thoughts of us slowly dissipate into memories
I sense a completion, a bliss experience
I pronounce a fare thee well to the good times we've shared
Positioning them in balance towards a peaceful and harmonious state
And declare an acceptance of what has and will rightfully become.
674 · Feb 2015
Intuition
Zigmaz F Feb 2015
Last night my intuition spoke to me,
Loud and clear.
Given the chance to listen,
I allowed myself only to hear.

Mother nature spoke,
While nature took its course.
I would soon cross the same path,
Only to fill myself with remorse.

Time will tell,
And what is meant to be will be.
Another lesson learned,
With expectations just not as they seem.
It's s like the power of the moonlight, the nature of it all.
662 · Jul 2016
Fleeting moment of truth
Zigmaz F Jul 2016
**** just got real
I'm about to cop another feel
Of the undeniable truth
Take me to the fountain of youth
Settle me in the light
Obliterate any other view in sight

An emotional pontoon
Strikes a balloon
Like the ***** of a needle
It's time to worship the scarab beetle

Your world bursts
Dignity quenching of thirst
The illusions released
Mind games deceased
The fantasy shatters
As if nothing else matters

The moment it hits you
There's nothing left to do
It's a sigh of relief
Eyes induced like an ancient chief

The truth shall set you free
What a wonderful world it would be
If every waking moment
Hikes its way to this descent
Eyes wide open
The dark side must repent

Give me one good reason
Leave me in this pleasant season
Let the tide stay high
Washing away negativity dry

It's a deep realization
Soothing sensation
It was all part of my dream
Letting out some steam
My thoughts just never stop
Meanwhile, the kite string should eventually pop.

It's nearing that time
Music's calling for a new chime
Next freight train is a coming
I'm on the borderline running
Who's all aboard?
I'm about ready to strike another chord.
647 · Aug 2016
The Craft
Zigmaz F Aug 2016
Lured in by the cast of a spell
The petty little wanderer gets lost in the shuffle
Surrounded by witches
Big and bold
Dark and black
Conjuring power for their gain
No more Mr. Roam to be Free
Consumed now by the sorcerer's brew
The magick of an old fashioned tale
The force of nature has condemned you
For all that you longed for
Now binds you into the witches craft
Chaining you to the elements of the nearby
Unless you garnish your own herbal remedy
Your desires are melting away in the ***
Wake up little rabbit
The Fall is approaching
You must not get mixed up in the stew
Find your way home
629 · Feb 2015
Exploring
Zigmaz F Feb 2015
Ancient explorer
Self reliant
For new adventure

Seek higher recognition
With utmost valor,
While racing time
In a silhouette

Surpass judgement
With proper measurement
Proclaiming an elevated peak
Reclaiming innocence
Left behind
In solitude

Tread lightly
On unstable ground
Lose yourself until furthur notice
Rise to the occasion
Encompass a new vision

Positive approach
Brain enhancement
The destination recalls
What the journeys about

Next stop...
The finish line
End the process
With a bold victory
Its the final chapter
Based on recovery
615 · Jul 2014
Forbidden
Zigmaz F Jul 2014
It's like, waiting for that "Thank You,"
That sign of gratitude.
Appreciation reckons with the sign of authority.

Being stranded,
Alone in the woods,
No one to hear your calling,
Not a chant echoed in the distance.

It's like, wanting to be seen in the shadow of the night.
Standing there,
Just gazing at the structure of the moonlight.
All along, you are hidden among the nation,
Leaving but a trace in their sight.

It's like, the wilting of a flower,
The drooping nature of it all.
A dying force,
Halting the bloom of a resurrection.

There is no spring to offset the cold.
You are forbidden,
Let truth be told.
Gone but not forgotten
603 · Sep 2013
The Pessimist
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
The rumble of madness, angered into the point of nothing.
Screaming, banging, shaking to no degree.
Determined to bloom, but halting the exploration.
Dead.  Dead to the world that leaves a wealth of suffering.

Now, Squander along within your own demise, among the ancient river rocks
Lie down and dissipate into the sand beneath our feet.
Let the water embrace you and drown you until your soul finds freedom
While the summer breeze whisks away the negative spirit that guides you.
602 · Aug 2016
Let's get outta here
Zigmaz F Aug 2016
Buy the ticket
Take the ride
Choose your path
Walk the line
I ain't lying
Come with me
You shall see
Out of zone
Out of touch
Let's skip a level
Just for the rush
598 · Feb 2014
Gone
Zigmaz F Feb 2014
Wouldn't it be nice if we had an agreement
The point of view that civilizes the connection between you and I?
You treat women as if they are an item up for sale,
Today I get the lowest bid.

What is it that bonds the friendship that we have?
It's as if we're holding on, like a frayed piece of string, sewn into the tapestry.

The world keeps turning and I've been standing my ground
I let you drown me out with your game
Well, I've been taking lessons, and then I learned how to swim.

I'm going to step back into the light, so I can see the shadows that surround me
I'm going to turn and walk my own path
And expose you with the pictures in my mind.

When I'm gone, you won't find me singing the same old tune
I heard the flow of this life will bring a brighter melody.
I won't be asked to raise the bar any longer for you
So when I'm gone, I will sing a song for you.

When all is said and done, I won't be able to explain, so don't even try.
Strike a pose and quote your favorite line
Give me reason to store you in my pocket book memory.
The time is now, Away I go, off to a distant land
To an ancient hideaway, forbidden, in secrecy, away from you.
591 · Aug 2016
Soul Connection
Zigmaz F Aug 2016
Bodies hugging,
Our souls become intertwined.
Energies spiral throughout,
Forces create desirable sensations.
A squeeze pulls us closer,
Love gravitates,
And wraps itself around my heart.
Our soulful connection
Present in the moment
Planted in time
Makes its way for renewal
Each time we connect.
576 · Feb 2015
Epitome
Zigmaz F Feb 2015
I look at you, high up on that pedestal,
Gazing into what is divine.
Your ****** frame,
Strong and firm, hypnotizing my worries.
Your voice, as soothing as the vibrations running down my spine.
It's like fire, stimulating with every spoken word.
There's a burning desire of touching you, of holding you,
Let our souls roam free.
I wait for the day where we can release,
Break away from the chains that bind us.
Lingering for the final moment...
Where two spirits become intertwined,
Populating love and fusing passion.
550 · Sep 2013
Reign of Love
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
Some say it's ok,
to sit and wait
but in this day,
even though
Rivers keep flowing and
Oceans keep turning tides,
There must be a point,
where the cycle ends.

The rock that we once rested upon
now decays into the earth
The one, the only,
that we had truly adored.

There comes a point,
where fact and fiction must settle.
Truth becomes a reality
and spades shape themselves,
into hearts.

Having a choice,
to cultivate our surroundings,
Or letting them just sift away,
into the unknown.

When it's only a "matter of time"
and that time no longer matters,
When the sun just fades into the night,
The nature behind it all,
a vision becomes clear.

Evidently,
the queen has prevailed,
once again,
made her command,
and power has been struck over you.
Love is stronger than the fantasies
that keep you up at night.

So, as the moon makes its final rest
upon the stage that was set,
I will respect the beauty
of the scene  
and remember the majestic act
that we once performed.
536 · Sep 2013
Realm of Nature
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
A cold summers night, with rain pouring down the windowsill
The earth is being cleansed, claiming victory of a rebirth by morning.
The sun will rise in the east and the new day starts by dawn.
Take heed in the morning dew, these gifts of nature have been handed unto you.

Time has no boundaries and the sky has no limits
Daylight forces no battle with night, they only share equal rights.
Wild flowers grow with freedom they inherit, while wild animals fall victim to prey.
Nature is communicating all around us, as the world keeps spinning to conclusion.

The changing of the season brings hope for the future
A new time is beginning, folding the past into a pocketbook of memory.
Some creatures will rise to the occasion, leaving others to falter
Mother nature is calling, calling for change.

Gone today, but still here for tomorrow,
We store away the experience, reclaiming our presence.
Nature will cultivate itself, like the soul reimburses the spirit.
We join the facts of life, with the opening of each new day.

Realm of nature,
Sparks a conversation with thought.
All on a cold summers night, with rain pouring down my windowsill.
535 · Mar 2014
Someday
Zigmaz F Mar 2014
One of the saddest things in life
Is watching someone leave your life.
They set themselves free,
Like a bird that sets sail for the warmer seasons.
It's like losing a pet,
One that runs away,
Set out to explore the rest of the world.
You'll never know how many miles that thing will travel
Or how long they'll be gone
But just anticipating and wishing that they find their way back
Hoping they will return, someday.
533 · Aug 2016
Are you full yet?
Zigmaz F Aug 2016
I was a side dish
Being served unwillingly
Split open with a 6 inch dagger
Torn apart inside and out
You were able to reach in
Tug at my heart
Rip me apart right from the core
Then left the remains sprawled out
A ***** mess
Laid out dead center in front of me
Rotting away
For weeks, months, years
Degrading over time
Until there was nothing left
But an empty dish
Ready for a cleansing revival
Just waiting for the next wholesome serving.
525 · Jun 2015
Safe Haven
Zigmaz F Jun 2015
I hide away in the belief of you
Stored away in the ancient times
Where love is a safe haven
And I am oblivious to the reality of the wilderness surrounding us

Tender thoughts of your sweet emotion
Fill my mind with renewed hope
Where wilted flowers once lingered
Now dance in the open fields with joy
I embrace the memory with crystal vision

Soon the shadows that surround
Will fade into the the dawn of a new day
The wind blows over with everlasting spirit
Where time belongs to the essence
And life renews with blossoming peace

Patience becomes a successor
Leaving all expectations at the front gate
For when time has surpassed its motion
The closing bell will ring
And there will be no questions of which path will lead
503 · Feb 2015
Surrender
Zigmaz F Feb 2015
Days gone by as slow as the final phase of the moon.  
Hibernation becomes a trap, not well constructed.
I'm ready to break down the walls that surround us
Surrender to the day, surrender to the night, surrender to life.
Just release me from the imprisonment of your mind.
Fast forward a few years and be a part of the new vision,
Become history to the years we've settled upon.
497 · Nov 2013
The Valley
Zigmaz F Nov 2013
I deliver mail down in the valley,
The long winding road that leads me spiraling deeper,
Into the hidden treasures of the wilderness.

As I go down,
It gets darker and colder.
Seems like the world has vanished,
Free from the chaos,
Peaceful.

The water flows freely,
Rings in my ears,
Provides a zen like show.
And I remember this is the place I go,
Everyday.

This is my job.
I am at home,
Same is the reason
Each and every home has been built.

I do not mind
Going down
Into this calm and humble place,
It's as natural as the alibi that my mind has conceived.

Alone I am,
Down here in this secret gem.
It's just another day
Delivering,
Down in the valley.
Zigmaz F Apr 2015
Two soul's growing together
Yet growing so far apart
Who could've,
Who would've thought.

They say love is blind
But what is worse,
Is being blinded by love.

I once knew you,
I once adored you,
Now, I do not know you
I despise you
I do not know
Who we were

Love is blind
Love is not kind
I now say
I am sorry, my friend
Every fairy tale must end

Whether good or bad
Happy or sad
We shall grow together
By growing apart.
486 · Feb 2014
Fallen Warrior
Zigmaz F Feb 2014
Another soldier,
Another fallen warrior.

Life was too precious
For this man to behold,
He died of his own death
Leaving so many stories untold.

Just "Bite the bullet,"
But No, it was too late,
Losing all means,
The bullet bit him
Losing all of his dreams.

Lives underground now,
A legend, a rebel, no longer a powerful tool,
Buried with a stake to the heart
Tatted with the vows of a fool.  

Good bye & good riddance,
Alone is his soul.
With so much love left behind,
Life's finally taken his toll.
484 · Apr 2015
Dead Girl Walking
Zigmaz F Apr 2015
Dead girl walking...
Moseying around the grounds,
Eyes looking dark and dim,
Sunken in,
Kamikaze stare,
Pale face with a pasted on scowl.

Dead girl walking...
Nobody gives a hoot or a howl.
Leave it to nature
She's just a grim creature,
Wallowing underground,
Screaming inside,
Death decay.

Dead girl walking...
Soul lost in wander.
She measures days by minutes,
While infinite time remains.
Daylight masks the pain away,
As the sun beats rays upon the fatal scars.

Dead girl walking...
Morbid dreams vivid to touch.
Nightfall sheds the veil,
Where hidden truths lie behind the surface,
Until the fierce linear of rhythm
Wakes to the dark power of moonlight.

Dead girl walking...
Spirit laid out in sacrifice,
Down in the trench,
Eternity waits,
Only to be succumbed,
Among the wavelength of the living.
478 · Sep 2013
Untitled
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
Electrified by your touch
Dignified by your embrace
Sweet emotions
Powerful notions
I fall deep
Into the emotional frenzy.

Spirit awakened
Memories forsaken
Loving bliss
Sensual Kiss
I rise to the occasion.

Body aching
Tender craving
Needful desire
Bodies on fire
I surrender to love.
478 · Jul 2016
Thank You
Zigmaz F Jul 2016
Thank you for setting me free.

See, I wasn't ready for you.
Always second to your lovers,
Always waiting on the sidelines,
My confidence was lacking.

I was better off giving you up
And handing you over to the other
Rather than pour my love into someone
Who still desired another.

I believed in you
I understood the conflictions.
I stuck around,
I stood true.

In return,
You have shunned me from your life,
Erased our friendship,
Tied a knot to the connection.

Even after all the trials and tribulations
I visited with you.

You've set me free,
Seeking what is
Genuinely true.

And I can't thank you enough.
461 · Sep 2013
Rise of the Fall
Zigmaz F Sep 2013
Good bye to the hot sensations of summer
That make us say hello to the cold rising of the fall
As I welcome you,
I give my farewell to the past.

What was once mutual possession
No longer exists to the present being gifted to us.
The reflections once shared so clearly,
Now, the solitude of transformation.

I accept you with open arms
But you give an embrace of bitter being
Moments of giving heart felt precision
Leave only open feelings of inadequate decision.

As you make your way around to the center,
The path must still be followed,
Leading us to the obscure direction of change.
Time intervenes and the moment awaits.
This is the day that we recognize
The alternating of the season.
449 · Feb 2015
Unforeseen
Zigmaz F Feb 2015
Everything you thought you wanted...
Designed on a plate,
Right in front of you.
You said you were hungry...
Now you don't want to partake.
We waited for this occasion,
As if it were a holiday.
Well, each holiday comes around only once a year,
And it is seems as if now, you are too.
My grandfather once said to me, "You don't have to come around just on the holidays."  

Well, ya know, This has new meaning to me now.
448 · Dec 2015
A picture of you
Zigmaz F Dec 2015
I saw a picture of you today...
I got lost in your eyes.
A sink hole was formed in my stomach,
which became a resting place for my heart.
I was paralyzed in this moment,
wishing to go back in time.
There's no escape,
I could have had you by my side all along.
Now I stare into a screen.
You don't even see me.
446 · Jul 2016
The Mystic Creature
Zigmaz F Jul 2016
I gaze into your eyes
A surreptitious mystery
Lies within
Makes me want to deep sea dive
Into the soul of you
I could get lost
Roaming about your galaxy
Searching for undiscovered treasures
415 · Feb 2015
Only time would tell
Zigmaz F Feb 2015
I guess I will dwell in my my own despise
Haunting memories
Taunting conversation
The vision that I created
Everything I kept inside
This is where procrastination leads.
The truth, the pain, the discomfort
Of knowing that I was second all along.
396 · Aug 2016
In our last moment
Zigmaz F Aug 2016
I lie awake here at now 4 a.m.
My thoughts lead me back to the last time we met
And I think about how I savored every minute
And in those very short moments
I held onto you, so dear to my heart
I looked at you, admiring your beauty
I looked at you and admired your presence
I looked at you with happiness
I looked at you with undeniable love
I looked at you and felt pain
I looked at you and felt sorrow
I looked at you, one last time
And I'm not even sure if you saw the tears that I shed
Or knew what I was going through
I knew you were leaving
I knew it was going to be the last time
I'd ever have that personal experience with you
So I stored that memory in the back of my mind
Because I knew
You were never coming back
Even though you assured me you would
I know that feeling
All too well
Just didn't think it was ever going to have to be felt with you.
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