Never* trust a sinner
Never trust a saint
You cannot believe their lies
You cannot believe their truths

Never give in to a fool
Never give in to a lover
You must maintain your standards
You must maintain your ground

Never look back with regret
Never look back with wonder
You have to accept the faults
You have to accept the realities

Never say never
Its bound to happen anyway

Come on now,
Let's not beat around the bush,
We no longer belong here.
Chop it down!
Create a new path!
Original and fresh,
Safe and clear,
Hold back the strays,
Free from all the pests.
Let's walk the line,
Follow the border.
Keep it balanced,
It's the RIGHT thing to do!
I'm telling you.

I'd like to inject you with a vile of happiness
Pop you a dose of awareness
Let you breathe in a cloud of kindness;
You are so full of negativity
It is aging your image
And rotting you to the core;
Let me spark the fire within you
Open your eyes to the light
Be rid of the pessimist
Blow away the dark cloud haunting you
And watch you shine brightly
Until positivity is crystallized among you.

My body is overwhelmed with a deep gut wrenching feeling
One that sickens your motivation and nauseates the core of your soul.
I know I made the wrong mistakes
Flipped, turned the page without even reading what the story entailed
Wish I wouldn't have turned that book in
Its been checked out by another and who knows if it'll ever be returned.

It's one of those feelings, the kind that leaves you catatonic
Things don't make sense and I'm losing consciousness at elevated peaks
Reality is a karmic reminder which feeds me to a daily treat
Stuffing me with flashbacks of all the wrongs where I knew it was right

I'd like to say "this too shall pass" but it hasn't and I'm not sure it ever will
Its been years, feeling like a lifetime
This burden has burrowed into my heart
Leaving traces of you, leaving remnants of what was once created

This burning desire remains at stake
If it's going to live within me forever
Tall tale sign of regret,
Please, someone throw some water on me
As if it were a baptism
Wake me up and release the chemicals that drown me into this lake of fire

All these birds
Hundreds of thousands, maybe millions
Flying in packs
Flowing in unity like a river knows its own
They swarm, they swerve, all together
Rhythm as pure as the pollen they will resonate to
Never missing a beat
Never a silhouette missing its defining moment
They must head for the sun
They must chase down the light
The unforgotten, which guides them to comfort and safety
I question can the human spirit ever be this in sync?
Can they form a union and be integrated as beautifully and unconditionally such as this?
And yet, repeat in a traditional and annual sense?
Did anyone else witness this?
Did anyone else feel this moment?

Well, there's goes another bottle down the drain
No, this is not alcohol, folks
This time its shampoo
Last time the body wash
That was a father's day gift from child
If I had a penny for all the ignorant times things have been destroyed
I'd be freaking rich
Money is being wasted
Time is being wasted
Love is being wasted
When a toxic mix is brewed
There's no need for belligerence
No need for something that cannot manifest itself into a gentle being
With that being said,
Today is the day to close the book
And let it burn
Or on a kinder note,
Hand it over for someone else's pleasure
With chapters having been read over and over
And the big picture finally clear as day
This story does not have a happy ending
And no longer serves a purpose in this house
Plot being...
It is the children that will judge the book by its cover.

I approached,
As I normally do;
Little did I know,
You were there too.
Hidden in a hollow hole,
Away from light,
You then flew away,
In silent flight.
Perched behind the branches,
Yet still conspicuous to me,
Not even a rotation,
Just sitting in solitary.
Our eyes met, dazed,
As I moved along,
Left with superstitious awe,
I must continue this path,
I must continue this path...headstrong.

I want to climb up onto your arms
And hang from your limbs
Until I am out of breathe and restless.
Let me embrace freedom,
By taking this to new heights,
As I seek new adventure among you

I want to be the bee that delves into your bark
And waits to draw nectar from you.
I want to be the black widow
Which crawls along you, sheltering its web among you.

I want to be the bird that perches itself
On your branches, after its quest for refuge.
I want to be the squirrel that travels
Up and down your neck, searching for its secret hideaway.

I want to be the roots that stem from you,
That cultivate growth and maintain your balance among the land.

I don't care what I'd have to be or where I'd gave to go.
I just know,
I find peace and comfort
Each time time I dream about secret pleasures of my weeping willow.

I've lost it all...
Lost love,
Lost my family,
Lost my sense of self,
Lost my heart along the way,
For love.
Everyone and everything
Seems to be against me.
******* the world
From my mistakes,
My disbeliefs,
My uncertainty,
My empathy,
For love.
In this moment...
Everlasting,
Painful and debilitating,
Taking over every ounce,
Square footage of my being,
I am drowning without a fight.
How could what felt like a lifetime of happiness
Feel like it is now an eternity of misery?
Knowing it was my fault...
My choices,
My beliefs,
My dishonesty,
Holding back,
For love.
Out of control,
Living a lie,
In denial,
Out of character,
All for love
After I've lost it all.

Living in fear
Day to day
An angry monster searching for prey
Will today mark history?
The day hell breaks loose
And violence strikes?
A lethal dose of insanity
Imposing fractals of the mind
Anxiety trembles the nerves
As minutes prolong the time.

Hatred is the worst crime...
Always starts a war
Everything goes out with a bang
Inflicting chaos among family
Worry and panic
Leading to unnecessary compromise
Dealing with it daily
Just to get by
Without a fight.

Do you know what it feels like?
The mad man's at your door
Knocking
Threatening to take away
The innocence of life.
Always watch your back
He's ready and willing to end it
In a heart beat
This killer is poison to the earth.

And just like that-
I'm out.
Game cancelled
You gave it up...
A voluntary forfeit,
A loss on my end
Or was it...
A loss on your end?
The lights
No longer
Light up the field.
No longer a player
In your division.
You've joined
Another team
Travelling on now.
This one's for the record.

Split second mind shift,
As quick as a lightning flash, everything changes.
Embrace yourself, the show has just begun.
The flame ignites and smoke begins to fade.
An altered perception conceives you toward a new direction, while you leave the rest behind.
Memories, feels, and realities are now part of chapters already read upon.
Another page turned, another leaf turned, another card dealt,
Just go with it, Run with it...
Learn from it.
Let's throw up a canvas and create a beautiful new landscape.
Right here, right now.

Each channel I turn,
Each story I read,
And every commercial I hear,
It has your name.
It's there, in many different spellings,
foreign languages alike,
It's like your spirit is always amongst me.
You are a daily reminder,
echoing in the background
Replaying the same sound
Your name, it is loud and clear
Always at a volume for me to hear.
Wish it was me that was calling your name,
saying your name,  
But no, it is not in this time,
Not in this sequence,
It is not my turn.

I will probably not ever fully understand why the universe
Led me to this resting place
For maybe there's a higher purpose
That has not yet reached its peak for understanding

I will take the days with ease
As best as I can
Storing the memories of yesterday
Into a tiny section that's rusting away in my mind

Goodbye to the love that I cherished
Goodbye to our dreams of tomorrow
Hello to the trueness that awaits ahead
Hello to the one who desires to love me till the end

Sometimes I wonder...
Do you ever actually think of me
Do I ever cross your mind
In time
Any day or everyday
And if you do,
And if you did,
Can I maybe
Just see a sign?

I could no longer look at a picture of you
so I had to erase the memory of my account
to get away from you
It feels like I've submitted myself into rehab
No more distasteful distractions
No more bleak feelings of despise
No more crying rivers leading to an infinity of sorrow
I've gained control of my helpless addiction
I'm currently cleansing my worn out spirit
Freed my raging mind
From the endless tidal waves of emotion
My soul is cruising up a mountainside
Full of hope
Towards a peak that is yet to be discovered.

You were such a beautiful person
Before you conformed
Into the society that of which supersedes you

Festive and free,
The music echoed,
Emitting constant and positive vibrations.
It was widespread,
Trailing amongst the forest,
Configuring an overflow of desirable sensation.
The light of day
Featured spiritual energies
Brought on by the dark of the mystical night,
Which lead my wandering path
To the end of the lonesome road,
Bringing me to you.
Charismatic and alive,
You made a soulful appearance.
The moment is now,
So we lived for the influential experience,
As if it were never going to end.
All the beautiful spirits
Confined to their happy little sites,
And we were each other's savior
Just guiding each other home.
We rode the starry night
Straight into a plume of incandescent liquid love
Electric
Intoxicated
Passionate
Fellowship
Interwoven souls on fire
Ecstatic connection
Roaming the wavelength wild.
My brother,
My sister,
My lover,
My friend,
We've mended the static oppression,
An ancient philosophy
A genetic transcription for the world.
A freedom of love
No longer a slave to the human wreckage.
One love, baby.

Mind cycling, spinning me round
A crop circle, of deeper truths
Forming vibrations, within the soul
Letting me know, it's a sign
Marking the territory, building a landmark
Posting a lantern, the light is on
Just in time, go with the flow
Spiral out

How long would you be willing to wait for me?  
Days turned into weeks, followed by months, taken over to years?
Or would you let the thought of me turn into dust and let it blow away in the wind?

Love me
And I will cling to you
Like a caterpillar to the cocoon
Ready to expand my wings for you
Love me
And I will flourish
Like a blossoming flower
Offering a dose of my sweetest nectar to you
Love me
And I will ignite the light
Like a raging fire
Giving an eternal warmth to you.

Here I am
I'm ready and waiting
Are you willing and able?
Let's take the chance
Hand in hand
Set ourselves free
Off alone to roam the land.
Speak only truths
And away with the lies
Let's walk together
With only light in our eyes.
No more need to worry
We got the rest of our lives
Loving each moment
Without any hurry.
You have my heart and soul
Today and tomorrow
Please accept my compassion
While I ease away all of your sorrow.
Let me not get carried away
With too many hopeful dreams
Let come what may
For sometimes in reality, dreaming really is not what it seems.

He was leather clad hero
Always ready for action
She was a gypsy queen,
Fresh off the scene.
Together, they were unseparable
Alone, they never were again
A vision of white light emitted
from their souls
She brought happiness to him
and the same of him to her
Physically apart, their souls still touching
Together they breed happiness
in a world of non-believers.

Years pass by
And our timing... still off
As one door opens, I cross through
The next one closes as soon as I walk towards you

Sitting along the other side
Arms around my knees up to my chin
I can only listen to the thoughts in my mind

Why is our timing not on point
Every single time
But yet we still keep knocking
Each wrong time

What's good for you
Is bad for me
A never ending struggle
The blind could only see

Never alone by chance
Nobody's home
Always consumed in the moment
Still searching in roam

Taken by surprise
In every situation
Finding out
The timing is still not right.

Will we ever be in sync?

Carelessly,
I neglected you
All along,
You were here for me
I was not mindful
I'm sorry I failed you
Now, I face the consequences
You've abandoned me

Good bye, my love
I shall live a lifetime
Of remembering you.

The moment I laid eyes on you in that hallway we were connected by default...of love
Life separated us into an unbearable infatuation throughout time.
I began searching for you all those unspoken years,
And when you finally arrived, you set up shop within the boundaries of your desires.
Emotions so deep and conflicting at times it would slice open the thoughts of mere existence.
I gave up the life that I had been dealt so I could position myself within your ranking.
But you played me like a fiddle, for pure pleasure and fulfillment of self
Another gal on the sidelines being juggled into the triangle of consumer relations.
Within a flick of a switch, you decided to throw me to the curb like the trash that has already been consumed and ready for disposal.
But this time I didn't even get the proper disposal.
Left behind, in the dark, stacked, full of questions set up for the perfect trivial pursuit.

One life to live
With just moments in time
Day by day
Hour by hour
Fading into the night

Weeks rack up
Grand total the years
And we've become
Part of a lifetime
Resisting for change

Memories fade
Emotions die
Hearts thicken
And love awakens
Settling the past

One life to live
Mending experience
While savoring the feeling
Understanding this is temporary
The end will result in death of us all