Its your birthday today,
The day is almost over,
i didn't wish you and i know i can't.
Yes.. I still remember your birthday,
Yes i still remember how we celebrated it last year:
Wow only last year.. In one year you became so close to me and in that same year so far.
I didn't forget this day and i won't each year.
Its your day and you have every right to enjoy it, but i still can't help but wonder if my thought crossed your mind  and if you still remember our times together.

Happy Birthday.. I will always think about you.

I can see you jam at a song, i can see you take me and twirl me around
your expressions on that playful song. This is a new side of you but yet i am not surprised
say it just say it i know you can your face says all..

There was a dream.
In the dream he was leaving, but not forever.
He would be back she knew that.
Still, she did not want him to go.
She hugged him, he held her, explained to her, and promised he would be back soon.
Something was still not convincing to her.
He leaned forward and gently kissed her as tears fell from her eyes.

That's all she needed.

Who knew though that in a couple of months she would be the one leaving and this time for long,
But  forever.
How can she explain this to him?
would only a kiss be enough?
They say remember the feeling of your dreams.
The emotion of any dream is the key.

Pictures become burdens.
Memories that where once good end up being times of regret.
I will be careful next time.
I will be careful of who i take a picture with.
People can disappear from a life but their memories remain.
Their stories stay, that's why who you choose to pose with really matters,
I mean what kind of stories will that be for the kids?
Telling them of people who don't matter anymore or of who betrayed or hurt their parents.
Then why let those kind of people in our life?

I wish i could see me in your view, through your perception.
How did i look? What was i doing?
I felt a little more than usual,  a little more than whats supposed to be normal.
My heart beat a little more, my smile curved a little more.
Curiosity grew, i wanted a little more.
No. I think i want a lot more.

Why do i go out of my way?
I'm crushing like a teenager?

Forever love, does that exist?
Darkest places could be lit.
Roses could grow in the dessert.
Its like Ecstasy without drugs.

Its raining..
When ever i see the rain i will remember you.
Will you?
Its been two days since i left you and now it rains.

Rain is just rain
What about other things.
I might have been selfish, but i was helpless.
Can you reflect on your actions, your thoughts?