Zachary J Morsette: Favorites

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

No name

Sitting* here as the tears haste down my cheeks on to the wooden floor
the frigid floor froze my tear
watching the tear drop reminded me of your hair
when it drops down to your back when you take your ponytail out
your long unending alluring hair.
I wonder what it feels like if my fingers are combing  through it
I ponder on what it will look like when i see you
if i ever  do.
The tears
still dripping down my face
When will they stop?
when i  see your  seductive smile
when i see your seducing face in person
just my eyes and yours .
This moment will come
One day, i know it will...
Looking at your pictures i say how beautiful you are to myself
I told Jade i think i love you
but the think went away
I do.
You tell me you love me
I say it back.
I don't tell people i love them if I really don't
Love is a strong word
Just Like Hate.
but hate will never be towards you
your far from hate..
Our text messages.
I look over them ,
only you now why...

The meaning of your name:
a clear, brilliant glass
clear like your mind is on irrelevant things
or the negative words that i'm sure came at you .
Brilliant Glass ?
the brilliant glass of you is your personality.
its effervescent.
Your laugh .
I love the sound of it.
I make you laugh just  to hear the intonation of it.
Me still using up all my tears.
Oh wait there endless
so i can continue to cry everyday right?
Its nothing else i can really say but i really love you.
**-nlj

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

Aphrodisiac

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

thoughts to dump

Aphrodisiac

You gradually licked the little stain of her strawberry flavored lip gloss
left on your lip line as you start shaving off your goatee.

You could still feel the pressure from her chest when she threw
her arms around you one cold night.

You dazed yourself with the smell of her flirtatious scented perfume
when you bit her neck from side to side.

You imagined the perfect curves of her hips as you try to draw
her figure on the mirror. But you heaved a deep sigh.

Alas! You could have married her. And then,
you went inside your bathroom door.

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

All I do is

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

Port Rose

All I do is

I crave and i crave
and i crave and i crave
and i
STOP!!
STOP STOP STOP
STOP!!

less of a poem and more of an angry note

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

26.

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

Otter

26.

i'm confused.
i'm scared.
i don't know what you want.
i'm lost.
i'm alone.
i don't know where you went.

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

Senseless

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

Adia Kendra Barboza

Senseless

If I never see the sun again I'll be all right
The light of your smile will last a million years
It'll guide my way
Even on the darkest of days, it'll never lead me astray.

If I never hear my favorite song another time I'll be all right
The sound of your voice will echo in my ears
It'll calm my heart and ease my fears
When the silence gets too loud, I'll squeeze my eyes and listen to your hymn

If I never feel the warmth of my mother's touch again
The benevolence of your hug will carry me for countless hours
It'll keep my toes toasty and my mind nimble
When the air around me gets cold, your arms will melt me

If I never taste another fresh raspberry for as long as I live
It's ok because your lips are sweeter than the sweetest berry
They'll kiss away the pain
Even if they spill sour words, I'll lick them clean while I wait in vain

If I never smell a rose in the spring time air
It'll be just fine
I swear, if the only scent I breathe in is the aroma of you
When I swallow air filled with you I'll let of a sigh of relief

My senses are lost in the medley of you
Intoxicating
Vibrating
Earthshaking
Body aching
My senses are lost in the medley of you

As I have a Mack Attack

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

I Wish

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

Kayla Hensley

I Wish

I wish he could see how I'm starting to care
I wish he could tell that my heart leans towards him
With each new compliment he gives
I blush and shine just a little bit brighter

I wish he could be happy
and I wish I could be the one to show him
I wish he'd get over her
She's over him

I wish I could look into his eyes
and see a reflection of my emotions
I wish he would walk in
and place a smile upon my lips

I wish that when I wake
from dreams of him,
I won't feel ashamed
Like I've just done something wrong

I wish he would lean down
and place a small kiss
on the point of my nose
so I can quickly lift up
and press my lips to his

I wish he wasn't the cause
of this sudden desire and lust
and the anguish that follows

I wish his feelings were real
rather than a distraction
I wish he didn't do this
because it is unfair to me

I wish he could see this,
my poems of him,
And he would know
how I feel

And I wish that wouldn't make him
scared no longer
He would know he could
trust me

I wish once he read them,
a smile would slowly make
it's way across his features

Then he would look to me
And his eyes would sparkle
for once he'd be happy
to have
me

**I wish

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

I killed a girl.

Oct 2013 Zachary J Morsette

Wilted Seaweed

I killed a girl.

I killed a girl.
She was closer to me than anyone i've ever known.
She knew me better than anyone else.
She knew my deepest fears
My darkest secrets
My every thought
She knew all my quirks and habits
She knew how i spoke and walked and loved
She was my closest friend.
But i hated her more than anyone.
Even though I was her only true friend
The others were traitors and liars.
She had the lowest self esteem
The longest list of problems
The worst personality
I killed this girl
And i liked it.
She was me.
I killed her and replaced her with the me i was supposed to be.
She was condfident and funny
Smart and outgoing
She had the best she could ask for.
She was happy.
Fun and determined
Talented and optimistic
In this sense you see
****** is a good thing
And the best decision I ever made
Was to **** that girl.