"We fall in love with idealized versions of our future self."

Doing that is bad for your mental health

I'm a glass half empty kind of guy

Wish I was the other type,
But logic says otherwise

I want to take acid under an open sky  
Listen to tame impala and drink orange juice

I want to lay on the earth and let dust coat me
See stars glisten, shining upon saguaros

And for once not just because I want to be high
its been a long road, still a long road to go

I want to melt into life. My labor to bear fruits
Believe in myself and be cocky

cause its been a long road, still a long road to go.

but i know where the **** im going now.

If I could go back in time, I would.

So many regrets. I've ****** up so much.

I had a stash
Handful of pills
Thought it would last
Just enough to ****
All the pain
But
Enhance creativity too
It's a shame
All out gone but two

Love comes in
Like a high tide
Ocean swells gripping
At the foundation
Flooding the basement
Of my heart

Ill fall apart
From a simple sentence
It's all tears