I'm begging you, I'll do anything!
Just look at me, say something!
Oh, why do you dare to torture me like this?
You won't even look me in the eye,
Much less say anything.

You can't hurt me anymore,
I won't let you.
I've had it, this time,
It's my turn.

Jealousy, my biggest enemy.
Sorrow, my best friend.

Seeing you across the room,
Knowing that we can never be friends again.                  
You replace me with her.
You favor her over me.
I see the happiness in your eyes,
The smile on your face and I think,
At least one of us is happy.

You look into my eyes, terrified as you watch me get pulled away from you,
  they're too strong, powerful, unforgiving,
they pull me away faster,  "goodbye my love," I whisper as you fall on your knees, afraid and vulnerable.
  I can never see you again,
  I can't let this happen to you again.
  You've been fighting your demons for so long but now I see,
  I am your demon, the one you dispise, fear, loathe
  I jolt awake to see you in my arms.
  I slip away without waking you, into the night
  I can't hurt you anymore, I can't keep doing this to you, I run away from everything,
  I thought I knew. Everything that was once familiar
  knowing that I will never come back, knowing that I can't.
  I'm running, I'm lost
  I cross the street and I feel a sharp pain, home,
  the last thing that I will ever know. I look up  to see a bright light, NO!
  the light goes dim and I'm falling down into the darkness, then I realize,
  this is where I belong.