you've never deeply fallen for someone,
have you?
sweet and happy romances are
easily forgotten
only love stories
with blood and tragedy are remembered

they said he'd be there
when I looked he was nowhere
I thought it was unfair
turns out it was all a dare
you played me, my dear
while I was true all along

I want to cry
but my tears have run dry
my heart has moved on
but it crashed on the way
I'm awake'
but my eyes refuse to see
maybe I'm better of shut down
cause I've run out of battery

i'm just a girl,
lost in the sea of others' opinions,
and i think i might drown.

the past is like shackles
I could break free
but I'm too afraid that
my future is not what I dream
so I'm better off in prison

you brought me up
                    little
         by
little
then you broke me down
little
          by
                 little

I keep telling myself
that its ok to be alone but
sometimes I find myself crying and
craving for someone to hold me

I tried to believe in 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒
but the world 𝒷𝓇𝑜𝓀𝑒 my heart every time

I hide in a corner
too afraid to face my demons
its like silent 𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒
I hide in a corner
to run from reality
like to this world, I'm a 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝒾𝑔𝓃𝑒𝓇
I hide in a corner
awaiting death
death just shrugs and says, " 𝒾𝑔𝓃𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇"