Sometimes I think about
the Windows of life
Through which we all look out
but never see the light
Because it shines on our eyes
And proves all of us right
Our life is so small
That it doesn't really matter at all

I'm not stupid
I'm just naive
To think
That what I do matters
That one day someone will say I was great
But I've never done a special thing in my life
So I don't deserve that
And I never will deserve it
I'm too good at doing nothing
To ever
Ever
Ever
Ever








Try

I am just a man
nothing more, nothing lesser
Just a normal man

Will the voices in my head
Please stop screaming in my ear
Because I fear
I'll soon not be able to hear
Because it's banging on my ear drums
Like its on sick little song
If I said I was dealing with it well
If be wrong
Because it's impossible to get that song out
It's making me scream and shout
But only noises come out of my mouth
I'm talking gibberish
It's all ****
But the noise just won't quit

I'm walking on Brown glass
With my shoes off
I'm walking right into a pool full of sharks
I pray they can't smell my bleeding feet
Because they stink with fear

Who the hells'
Sick idea was it
To have men fight
Is this just used as entertainment
For the rich as the laugh
At the poor dying for their money
They say get rich or Die trying
Well what if you're dying for the rich
Who don't know the meaning of try
Then is it get killed or live rich?
Why must we do the grunt work?
Rich people are not an endangered species
And who cares if there are no rich?
Would it **** to have some balance and equality
I'm sick and tired of doing **** for the rich
And not getting a cent out of it
Cause in the end the money doesn't matter
Now do you wonder why gold is the same color as ****?

Why can't I
Close my eyes without seeing
All the Images from that night
Why Can't I?
Why can't I
Walk down the hallways
Without getting made fun of
Just because I chose not to care
Why Can't I?
Why can't I
block out every word they say
Every
Freaking
Word
Why can't I?
Why can't I
Be strong without feeling weak
Because the feelings you can't see
Are the only feelings that matter
Why can't I?
Why can't I
Be myself...
Be Different for a Change
Guess this world is too scared of that
Why can't I?
Why can't I
Make a difference in someones life
Just because they may be black
And I may be white
Why can't I?
Why can't I
Just say one word
Without being drowned
In a sea of them
Why can't I?
Why can't I
See the comedy
In this tragedy
Because if there isn't any comedy
Why the hell are they laughing at me












You wanna know why?




Its Because




This world has gone to hell