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Red May 2013
the moment i realized that i would love you no matter who you loved and what you decided to do with your life whether it included me or not was the moment that i realized i was never going back and you would be pulsating through my veins forever.
Red May 2013
"Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen every day."

I told you I would never give up
I never did give up.

I love you just as much as i did 727 days ago
but you gave up on me
on us

you shunned away your feelings
and now you don't feel it anymore
you don't feel anything anymore

I can't blame you

love is a beautiful cluster-**** of emotions
but at the end of the day
  when your insomnia begins
Darkness fills your somber heart
and you ask yourself why she doesn't love you

but I love you
but that doesn't matter
because my personality and clothing choice,
will never make up for hers.

I want to be what you want me to be,
but no matter how hard I try,
I Cannot be her.

There is no amount of pastel makeup,
and sparkly shirts,
that will make me her.

I could obtain her exact wardrobe,
and hair color,
and that dumb laugh she uses,
when she makes fun of the less fortunate.

but I could never be *her


because I would never hurt you,
I would Never want to see you cry,
or in pain.

I would never do what she did to you,
to this day I Cannot Believe that she would be able,
to hurt someone so perfect,
and so genuine,
and innocent.

I just want to show you that I will never hurt you like that.

But you want me to be her,
and I'm sorry but that is the one thing I Cannot do for You.
I wish I had gotten to you before she implanted the idea rotting to your core.
Red May 2013
PLEASE
help me to understand

I loved you so much
so much

and you left?
  me here?

my heart rotting to its core
and my brain feeling dysfunctional.

I loved you with everthing I have.
I love you with everything I have.

I would jump in front of every bullet,
run my nails on a chalkboard,
  lie to my mentor,
   and start chewing.

If it meant you would love me.

Every despicable thing in the world is a mere task,
if it means in the end I will be held in your arms,
with your musk surrounding me,
barely awake, and yet my heart soundly asleep.
For if that would be the case,
the morning I would wake,
happy,
for the first time,
since I first met you.
Red May 2013
I just want to understand
how someone so beautiful
  so flawless
could cause so much hurt.

One would think the greater being
whoever controls my heart
and yours,
  would not allow.

The greater being should not allow
one person
  to be able to obtain everything from me.

It isn't fair
that  with  one  look
you own me in a greater sense of the word.

It wasn't a secret
  how I loved you so
  yearned for your touch
  screamed for you in my dreams

and yet you took it as a such an opportune
time
  to crush me
into d u s t.

I'm Gone Now
I Cannot Come Back From This
I just don't understand how someone could hurt another so bad knowing they're all they have.
Red May 2013
I wish I could understand
how one can change their personality
or at least manipulate it
to the various types of people
   judgemental people
that one shouldn't even care about

Stop changing yourself
anxieties like these
they don't go away
hiding them is a challenge in itself
but thinking you can lock them away
  away in your closet
well That is the most naïve thing of all.

Just let me help you
the infatuation will sooth your wounds
my oblong fingers will caress your scars   and issues

worries are non existent
Let Me take them from you

I have my own problems
  but I will gladly take yours too
Because I Would Rather Hurt
for another 10,000 days
   then to see another blank stare
form across your flawless character

please
i just want to save
You
Red May 2013
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Red May 2013
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