Its happened.
Gone
Gone
Gone
Gone
Gone

Why.
I'm so lonely now,
Not even my figments to hold me.
They left when my heart did with him.
756 miles away.

And now I'm not even figuritively with you.
Goodbye I'm sorry.

Stopped.
Gone.
Disappeared.
Vanished.
Where art thou?

Because it just stopped.
And it won't restart i promise.

But at least it's stopped and numb,
Rather than beating furiously,
Life pouring out of it from the pain and desire.

My heart.

It will always be there
it's almost like a pain in my chest
it never goes away
but I don't want it to leave.
Because there's nothing I can do
her body took you over
and now in my dreams
I hear your dumbfounded laugh.
And I am so happy.
You squeeze my hips
and we get high together
you jam out in your jeep
and all I can do is stare.
You are the most beautiful creature I've laid eyes on.
I've never wanted someone to be happy
without me.
But she's with you
and your smile makes me giggle while I sleep.
It will always be there
it's almost like a pain in my chest
it never goes away
but I don't want it to leave.

Come back to me,
or answer your phone.
One of the two would make me happy.

Because you see,
my wrist is still broken,
and your hazel eyes are burned in my brain.

So just come back,
I can't withstand three more months,
your heart shaped smile is too pleasing.