IT SEEMS WITH YOU I AM ALWAYS SAD
I WRITE MI POEMS IN A HARDENED STATE
I FIGHT FOR SOMETHING YOU CLAIM REAL
BUT IS FAKE
I FIGHT FOR SOMETHING SO REAL TO MI
BUT ON YOUR PART IS FAKE

IT SEEMS LIKE WITH YOU ITS ALWAYS SOMETHING
I FIND MI SELF NO LONGER ATTRACTED
I FIND MI SELF SADENED BY YOUR BOGUS ACTIONS
AND WELL YOU DONT CARE
SO WHY SHOULD I ?
A CHEATER WILL ALWAYS BE A CHEATER
AND WELL YOU WANT MI TO BE CONVINCED OTHERWISE
YOU COULD HAVE FOOLED MI ONCE YES
BUT NO I AM NO LONGER BLIND
I NO LONGER SEEK TRUTH THROUGH YOUR EYES
I NO LONGER FEEL HURT FROM YOUR LIES

ITS TIME FOR MI TO GRAB MI HAPPINESS BACK
ITS TIME FOR MI TO BE THE PERSON I AM ACUSTOMED TO
AND I CANT CLEARLY BE THAT
TRYING TO WORK THIS OUT AND BEING WITH YOU
SO HERE'S MY FAIRWELL HERE'S MY PARDON

I sat there and gazed into your eyes
I fell for you
I sat there and and seen mi self with you forever
I sat there and analyzed your every movement your every gesture
I know when you lie
I know when you're not being entirely truthful
And i know when you have things to hide
It was a point in time ,
I couldn't look at you
It was a point where i could no longer see you in mi life
A point where i didn't wanna fight anymore
A point where i gave up on you
Of course i still felt you we did have good times
But then the bad out weighed and well that was mi que
You pulled mi back with the same charm that was familiar to mi
You pulled mi back being you
With the love you claimed you had
But never grew the love that was non existent
But i never knew
It was all a game
I was just a pawn
Fighting for a position im supposed to be secure in
I am not , I refuse to
If i don't have it find another to fill that spot
I'm over it

All the time non stop its just me
nonstop all the time its just me
Why must i beg for your time
i just want a little of your time
Sleepless nights i toss and turn
i toss and turn
You make promises , they crash and burn
they crash and burn
So many times i try just to taste a little of your time
a little of your affection, just a little
but nothing always nothing
but we argue about space
How could we argue about space
when they're no one there you're never here
Who is she ? Who is she?
Or who are they?
What are we doing here?
Why do i stay in a loveless empty relationship?
You tell mi you love mi but you show mi otherwise
No more time to cry
No more empty bed no more sleepless nights
No more being alone
Maybe its time to move on from this torture
And for mi to worry about mi future
Im done feeling like this
Im done trying to explain
Im done with this loneliness game

THE REASONS FOR US BEING IN THIS PLACE WE ARE
THE MISCOMMUNICATION THE DIFFERENT SWAYS
THE MIXTURE OF WATER AND OIL
THE EMBALANCE OF TRUST THE MISUSE OF LOVE

THE REASONS FOR US NOT SEEING EYE TO EYE
THE CLOSED EARS AND THE POINTING OF FINGERS
THE CLOSENESS OF THE THE MINDS THE SELFISHNESS
OF WANTING THINGS OUR OWN WAY WITH NO COMPROMISE
THIS SEEMS AS THOUGH IT IS COMING TO AN END
TO A BEAUTIFUL DEMISE

THE RESONS FOR US BEING SO TOXIC AND THE LIST GOES ON
THE PAST NOT BEING FORGIVEN AND FORGOTTEN
THE REOCCURING EVENTS OF WHAT WE DO THAT KEEP OPEN WOUNDS JUST THAT WITH AN ATTITUDE OF **** HOW YOU FEEL WHAT ABOUT MI AND THE LIST GOES ON
THE LOVE MAYBE STRONG BUT THE HATE MAYBE THAT STRONGER
A RELATIONSHIP THAT YOU FEEL STUCK WITH NO ESCAPE
AND WHEN YOU DO MAKE THE ATTEMPT YOUR OWN REALITY HITS THAT THIS IS YOUR REALITY THAT THIS IS YOUR REALITY THAT THIS IS YOUR REALITY IT IS BUT A FRAGMENT OF YOUR HISTORY AT THE MOMENT AND THE LIST GOES ON

THE REASONS FOR US BEING HERE IN THIS STUPPER IS OUR OWN FAULTS THE MANY DRINKS WE FELT WE HAD TO TAKE THE MANY PUFFS OF A COOL CIG TO EASE THE PAIN THAT WE INFLICT ON ONE ANOTHER AND ALLOW EACH TO DEAL ALONE AND THE LIST GOES ON

SO WHY ARE WE HERE? WHAT ARE WE DOING?
DO IT GET BETTER OR WORSE?

I know you have been through alot
I know you have patiently waited with countless areas of disappointments
I know that you dont think you are appreciated
But lift your head mi sweet i am here for you
And everything will be alright

I know that you have the heart of gold
And in return people treat you cold but i wont
never in a million years
And if we were to ever break i would break down into a million tears
I know you have gon threw alot my love
But everything is going to be alright

I know that you feel like no one has your back
how about that
I feel like we are one hence we are attached
My king that was the frog that i kissed
You turned into that handsome prince
then throughout the years we upgraded yes
things may happen but just know daddyo
through it all everything is going to be alright

I am tired
I am tired of people wanting mi to be who they want mi to be
I am tired of people lying to mi
I am tired of being treated differently
When I have broken mi neck for so many others to deny mi
or not come threw for mi
I am tired
I am tired of the broken promises
of the disappointments of the fake luv
I'm just doo tired i just wanna be me
i just want to be accepted for who I am
I just want the same treatment that i give to others
Im just so **** tired